What's meant to be is meant to be
Sunday, November 15, 2009
maybe its time for the line to be drawn. maybe its time for us to have an ending. maybe its time for this ending to be a happy/sad one. maybe this happy/sad feeling will last according to what was planned.
well. this feeling is what im going through. and i dont wan it no more. i wan to know Him more, i wanna glorify Him with every beat of my heart. Its all for Him and none of me cuz the flesh can bear no fruit. I'm forgiven. Restoration is mine. the time 'lost' will be restored! this short 2 months holiday i have. plans; work to earn 200 in 2 weeks. dance! bball. and most importantly, draw from the word of life! friends. a good word to describe companions. some made me feel so infidel. well others are joys to be with. i would like to keep all and spend time with all of them. but looking at it now. its impossible. sch; hopefully we can hang and chill , movies or stayover or www. at least once. church ; complex. love the bros God placed with me.
Help me in my everything lord. for U are my everything. a clear line will be drawn. impossibilities will be crushed for God is the God of impossibilities. I will fear God because of His finished work. and i thank you for it. thank you for the voice so glorify U.
i just feel so ... is it jealously or trying to feel the boredom. or both?jealously will not prevail , for its my turn next! whatever happens happens. it will be for my good, for my enjoyment and for Him to show what He can do ! i will not let this affect my life. even if i cant get things in dance or whatever relevant . therefore. i may lose many comrades. but in due season, it will be restored 7 times in quality and quantity. just writing to stand in faith with what i'm believing for.
Things can only go brighter and brighter. whatever the devil is trying to do, it will fail. for i know i'm forgiven. because He has been forsaken. In due season. we shall reap. i will reap!. everything is like good mans. just maybe tired. and just wanna know whatda do. God just told me indirectly mans ; rest. wouldn't be bothered bout whatever shits. God will handle it.
Everything rides on hope now
Everything rides on faith somehow
When the world has broken me down
Your love sets me free
I am not my own
I've been carried by you my whole life
All my life
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