Alvin Whom Jesus Loves !
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Gosh. today i learnt a valuable lesson; nvr think good things are from self.
monday we had bball for pe. then i felt i improved like tremendously man. then today i play bball with some sengkang sec ppl. then like gosh. i didnt do much. haha. didnt dare ask for the ball and stuff. was just too quite. Gosh. an element of fear or just paranoid with some stuff i guess. But its alrights:) God will handle it man! like now im jumping from bboying to poppin. but still will bboy la. then like im like no choice but to give God handle man. cuz i confirm will fail and stuff. but yea. His favour and Grace is just so much lo.
quote from bryan " ya alrights man. theres nothing wrong with u now. everything is like just so good" then im like yea.. impossible, its too good to be true. but this is bullshit man. like if i expect something bad to happen it will. so why the heck i do? everything is going good cuz Jesus is in front. even if i kena bullshits along the way. its my food lo. i feed on these bullshits and will grow further. so all will be well:)
gosh. just found out that my blog aint bout talking bout whats happening day in day out. but its more like what i wanna proclaim in my life or just shit it out here so yea.
so much work to do nowadays. God i pray for productiviy man. let me do the work fast yet good and let me learnt my faults man. God my back is defined thanks to you man. so let my front be defined too:) . AMEN! laaaaaaaaaaaa cant decide what to type alr ahahah!
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I'm gonna break down these walls i built around myself. could ever mean half , as much, to me as u do now.
