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Gosh. today i learnt a valuable lesson; nvr think good things are from self.

monday we had bball for pe. then i felt i improved like tremendously man. then today i play bball with some sengkang sec ppl. then like gosh. i didnt do much. haha. didnt dare ask for the ball and stuff. was just too quite. Gosh. an element of fear or just paranoid with some stuff i guess. But its alrights:) God will handle it man! like now im jumping from bboying to poppin. but still will bboy la. then like im like no choice but to give God handle man. cuz i confirm will fail and stuff. but yea. His favour and Grace is just so much lo.

quote from bryan " ya alrights man. theres nothing wrong with u now. everything is like just so good" then im like yea.. impossible, its too good to be true. but this is bullshit man. like if i expect something bad to happen it will. so why the heck i do? everything is going good cuz Jesus is in front. even if i kena bullshits along the way. its my food lo. i feed on these bullshits and will grow further. so all will be well:)

gosh. just found out that my blog aint bout talking bout whats happening day in day out. but its more like what i wanna proclaim in my life or just shit it out here so yea.

so much work to do nowadays. God i pray for productiviy man. let me do the work fast yet good and let me learnt my faults man. God my back is defined thanks to you man. so let my front be defined too:) . AMEN! laaaaaaaaaaaa cant decide what to type alr ahahah!

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I'm gonna break down these walls i built around myself. could ever mean half , as much, to me as u do now.


gosh. why is this feeling against u coming up agian. is it really jealousy? but whats there to be jealous about. i aint need no one but Him!. got my hommies and cronnies. got Jesus. but y?

i wan to help ppl score. but is this the challenge that was prophesied that i would lose to the ppl i taught. i even could lose to ashely in maths. and physics. gosh. Jesus u gotta help me man. like wth is happening now man. all things may fail. i may not get l1r5 of 12 for prelims. i may not get the acceptance i wan from things. i may not get the looks. i may not get the body i desired. i may not get the bball skills i wan. i may not get my dance right. i may not get to sa. i may not get to do these or that. but just let me dwell in u. let me just keep drawing from u and putting u FIRST! thats all i will ever need. when u are first. i shall not be the last. when u are FIRST! all good things will just run after me! GOD i may be complacent. i may be bastard. but u just point me to u lord. cuz in this times nearing to o levels. i may neglect the ones that are close to me just that i can chiong. u help me help those u place the desires in my heart and u help me chiong super fast. let my prime form be ignited ; u chionging in place of me.

take the i me myself away lord. now its the time for me . now lord. let this bloddy jealousy of things which i dunno what is it, let this urge of wiining just for pride DIE! theres no bloody point to be jealous when u know God is already pouring gifts in u. so what if other ppl may get this or may get that!? God have already place something MUCH GREATER than that man! and win for pride for what?! whats there to win? u win alr then u shiok then suan the person? have u ever thought u might hurt the person more ? like he really thinks u are a nice guy that u would help him although u are so slack. and whats the joy man? how bout putting this intelect that God has given u and use it to SCORE ! for Jesus! bring His name to be lifted higher!

God even though i may not get the things i want. i know u have a better plan. even though i may not __________ or _________ u already done the work. U HAVE A BETTER PLAN! and u will just lead me from glory to glory! just shape me like the person u wan me to be. nvr let me disregard someone cuz im under emotional constrain or jealousy. kill the jealousy, bad emotions and PRIDE! im giving all things to u now lord. u have yr way man! two is better than one. instead of me fighting alone. u fight for me while i relaxs man. even this may sound bastard to some ppl. i dont care man?! cuz my God is just so great and mighty. He is just so awesome that He send His son for us man!!

God this is my prayer man. i give all to u now man. this is my prayer in this battle, where triumph is still on its way. My God is the God who provide:).

+ sry peeps for a long yet may seem saddening post, but its really what i feel now towards myself. u may think like wah alvin alr so _________ yet he still like that. like wt* man. so what? ppl do go through stuff like these man! and the way i go through. is to get my ass out of this stinky shit and go to God. go with the flow man!:) +

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I feel the fire tonight,
I hear, I hear the people cry.
I see the people now,

today was just spectacular man. received so much.

if u feel inferior. know that Jesus is superior and put the superior in the inferior. and the inferior will become superior!
Put everything in Jesus hands and it will multiply.
let Jesus be yr everything and everything will just be like WOAH!
1st phase: realise u are nothing. 2nd phase: let Jesus be yr everthing. 3rd phase: all good things will chase you down!
When we go through something. dont let our ability be the one carrying us out of it. let Jesus be the one carry us out of it.

serious just magnifying God is like superb alr. dont have to like worry for nuts. :) blog more next time. byes peeps:)

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this is a must watch movie. 20-11-09 . 9 days aft o's . hey peeps. lets all watch this K!:)

gosh today is really praise God. like seriously lo. last night i wanted to study physics. i wanted to study heat and waves and sound. then theres this thing saying. go study chapter 18 cuz maybe u dont know that well. then im like ok lo. anything. then i wanted to spend like 5mins on that chapter. then suddenly then 5 mins become 1hr. so i read the chapter like v v v detailly man.:) then like i flip through the other chapters to clear my doubts. so practically. i spent 1.5h studying. and then . i went to hear sermon and sleep!:)

then TODAY! PHYSICS! damm imba. chapter 18, dc circuits! came out like 50% of the paper la! like so many things about it CRAZY CAL MAN! so its like PRAISE GOD YA KNOW!:) really know how do. cuz of His grace. i just hopping to get a b3. then tmr physics p1 and amaths p1 i like damm lazy study. hahaha! grace grace i can do it cuz He can amen!

thx bros for following me to dental!. my teeth now super pain cuz of the wiring. gosh! He's more then enough lo. like seriously! alrights imma gonna watch my show now. bye bye:)

He walks on top of our everything. BE OF GOOD CHEER:) just hear this blasting from my speakers ahha. power!

no worries for my amaths. its in His hands. just a b3 lord! then next paper let me poon it. Ur hand in mine man. then chem was SUPER EASY!:) grace grace la. first hope in exams lol. cuz the rest like... then chem was like WHOOO! then tmr physics.. havent study yet. idk what to study. but theres this thing burning in me asking me to study heat massively then go on to waves and forces. its telling me to blank out on electricity. gosh. GRACE GRACE!:)

then tmr got dental. gosh gosh! but i can go sch at 10.45 whoo! gonna take advantage and sleep man ! :) . today aft sch went to bball . nice sia. so long nvr play. then we played 1.5h. swee:) im so in love with city church's sermons la.! like this one! This is awesome!

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click here for an awesome sermon!


today was a good day man. morning MONDAY MORNING! i wasnt late for school man. stilll can sit down and talk cock ahahah. then aft that it was maths p1 then im like i can do it. then near the end.. its like wt wt wt wt!! cuz so hard do sia. ahha. actually easy luh. near the end then i blank alot. 11 marks blank lei! gonna chiong emaths alr. emaths more scary then amaths ahha:). then aft that was bio. i study alimentary canal. then come out all the funny stuff i no study. SIGHED CAN! but nvm! i got a God that never fails. so i wont get. JESUS ! if my cmb sci cant get a1 at least give me b3 k?:) then maths just a1 plz plz. cuz mdm tang say my class highest for p2 is like 70+ then im like T_T cuz i aim 95 ma. damm it man 20+ marks yo ! .

then aft bio. she was like. once bitten twice shy right? then im like yup. gotta chiong alr. yep! dont get complacent anymore. then im like. true true. alrights. then she teach me amaths. and help me alot lo. like refresh my memo.studied alot man. then mrs quek v good lo. like i miss her remedial then i ask for the notes. she no scold me . ask and u shall recieve lo. really:) . then now i really gonna buff my studies up again. alot ppl say i will get first in class. i say amen! but its not me that is first lo. Its HIM!:) He is always first. then ppl are second. then im third:)! yep yep.

i forgot what i did just now. but i really know its He rmb for me. gotta chiong back my studies soon. 39 more days. its like so fast la. just a moment ago. i could rmb sherrie telling me that its 120 more days to o's . and its like 39 more days. gosh time passes so fast man. His grace is enough. more then i need! alrights gonna slack now. BYE!:)

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Today was just fantastic lo. morning went to met bel and gang to study. did my bio finish. although i cant find some chapters notes... oh well! tmr before exam mug lo. bo pian:( then we went ticket queue. went bball. score suck man. cant get above 600 alr. damm. next time man. Rest while i do it. sure can work better one:)

then went crystal jade for lunch. mine was onli 4.20 luh. and i ate so much. thanks mei!:) haha:) then me and samuel went abdulah cave. then some arrow ppl come. WOAH MAN! i really love their fellowship. so close yet powerful! they were talking bout some preacher onli and the way he preach was amazing. imbba ppl man:) cant wait for arrow. although when i leave dare. i'll miss the sec 2 and sec 3 ppl i know. nvm! visit lo:) haha. then erm erm. yea SERVICE! p&w was awesome. kept thinking bout ytd ministering. super awesome luh! its really the an astonishing encounter with the personification of grace!

service was indeed awesome. preach about letting Jesus be your center of everything and once that happen. like God will give us more things and then we will like have everyhing we ever dream of? but this onli happen if we like take away the i me myself and really know its for Jesus and not us. like money. more money can be for i me myself. but once we know that money is not for us onli. but for our friends, to bless ppl! we will have much more. !much more until we really cannot count lol!:) ahha! really such a good feeding. and im sorry that me made wanru angry man. but its service. and i wont let anything come in my way of recieving His goodness and whatever He wants me to hear man! really ps mei:)

then aft svc. went myplayground sit. sherrie really v understanding and good lo. like she can take my arguement man. although i dont hate the ppl i mention or anything. the past is the past man. it all matters bout the future now! my bad if i hurt anyone . then we went to skygarden to celeb coach birthday. inhouse surpise man. really awesome mans:) . then we head to raffles city to study and eat the jap food. got alot sia! its like OH MY GOSH!:) but japan is better!! hehe:X . then we head on to study. didnt know how ot do alot questions luh. 7 questions i onlis know how do 2 haha:) then we head home. yups:)

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God is just so awesome. I'm comming back Daddy! U hold me Jesus!

then tmr have like 2 papers. maths and bio. didnt prepare much but i am going to turst Daddy on it lo!:) His grace IS MORE THEN SUFFICIENT FOR ME!:)

when we are like so engrosed into something. we like see it everytime. so let us then be engrosed in Jesus and see His wonders in His word man!:)

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today was just so awesome man. i nvr regretted coming for level session. ppl may think its boring its shitty.. ya know what i think? i think u SUCK! cuz u just missed out on something really awesome. ok (for level 4 uh!) .

went to meet wanru to return the guitar. then i took the wrong guitar lol. so i hope her mum dont check ahha:X . then i went to maxtune and bball. spend 1 dolla onli!:) swee man. tks mei! . then we went to eat kopitiam. swee man! save money again. praise God luh! then it was level meeting. and praise God leonard came man! aft so long. although i was like his punching bag .. its alrights:) God make him dont make me so much ahah! . then sharing was good. like recieve alot. then we went lan. i feel i made a stupid mistake lol. shouldnt have went. cuz i can do much more better stuff. but i just wanna burn time. WHICH IS AINT GOOD! nvm. im forgiven.:) next time im gonna follow the inner man. should have just play 1 game dota. then study in lan haha!! i noticed when i game. i still scold nnm. v bad man. Jesus u take it. :) anws. ministering was seriously v v v awesome!
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God will always give us the mentality that we are righteous in His eyes(robe of righteousness). then once it is so rested in our heart. He will then give us the authority to act on certain stuff(ring of authority) then after that. we will just have peace lo.(shoe of peace)

Q: can we be spiritually full?
A: short period yes. long period no. cuz sometimes u are just so filled as u hear the word. and then u will just pour out(share) then u will be emptied alr. but as u share. u will recieve more and as u go listen sermon. u are even more filled! so u can stay full for long. so the process will keep repeating and u will just keep wanting more.

and as we recieve. and as we hunger for more. we will want to have like better grade of food. like once u try a fine grade of steak. u suddenly eat some kopitiam steak. u will feel like eeek.(no offence to kopitiam:X) so like as u hunger for more. U will just want the best lo. so God will give it to u! as He has like so much to give luh! but at the right time He will give. He will give the right grade at the right time. so YEA:)

His love is more then enough lo.

GRACE is God filling man's ever need with the person of Jesus Christ! and we have received grace in abundance! (john1:16[amplified] ) so all our needs are filled man! dont worry man! omg man! i feeled so filled now. Its just too much for me to draw from man. so i empty it here then ppl will get filled then i get filled again. AWESOME!:)

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okayy... blogger is really really weird on my com haha. today is a good day man:)

morning woke up for tuition. teacher say my english improve and ALL THE PEOPLE SAY? AMEN!:)

then i need to rush to meet praveen cuz his call v last minute lol. then we went to cityhall. go raffles city's macs. drew they all at new urban male. javis slippers nice. its exactly like leonard's one lol. then we head to irc. praveen damm funny. 1st game win. 2nd game kena own. 3rd game own tks to kai z :) i will try to cut on lan now man. gonna WORK ALR!:) then after lan i went to collect 1 k fliers. wanted to meet bel they all to study. but.. WORK WORK!! then i headed to clementi to give out. thought it would take ages to. arthur and me took 1 side. then ethan say his side v little ppl . so i swap with him. and guess what? by God's favor, i gave out mine super fast. AND PLUS! there's this guy approach me and ask me how much i get paid. told him the rate and he was like oh.

then he said he has a job for me. then i say. alrights u sms me details and stuff ba. then we both shook hands and he left. power man! now got another job alr. IMMA MACHINE! gonna chiong studies as well as work. this is indeed power man. just note to self:" 1 month before o's , chiong all the way le". self to note:"AITE!". Then i headed home. wanted to go find javis they all. but i no money man. Brought $20. $8 for prezzie, $6.50 for macs, $5 for lan. then i left 50cent. lol!

then tmr is level session man! am prepared to go alone alr. ok maybe not alone. maybe with lysander . THIS IS WORSE CASE SERNARIO! . but idk la. see what the dg 'idk' turns out to lo. WAIT! LEONARD IS COMING IN JESUS NAME!:) . and i found out that americans are crazy! for example! JABBAWOCKEZ and P.S Judah Smith! . crazy peeps man. recieved alot from the sermon home. do not let yr life be controlled by sins! cuz our sins are alr forgiven! and jabba. they are one sick crew man. love their popping!

damm long v bball alr. soon and v soon ba! tmr morning! STEADY!:). imma gonna let His grace take over, all my work, my studies, my friends, my bros, my life and EVERYTHING LUH!:) Jesus u take the wheel. i damm lazy drive alr. i drive also dunno where to drive to. ok bye! nothing say le:)

SWEE MAN! just sent esther the email of my job details. gosh it was tiring. ahha .

ok backtrack! .

ytd went to vivo early to give flyers. got rejected. even tickets cant sell out. now still left the full 30 tickets. v pai seh return back:X. then we went to buy our drinks , lunch, and stuff. then we head to sentosa. gosh it was fun! played alot there. swam through and fro 4 times! whoo:) . played soccer, etc etc. read jochebel's blog. more detail. ahah. lazy emphasize. dinner was a havock. i went home and count the bill detailly.. found out who paid less. but its alrights:) andrew is treating.. its so unfair to him man! . hop on a cab ride to bishan mrt . circle line home .

today was good. morning arthur came over. went to cut hair at potong pasir. good to be back at old place. aft o's dying hair. ahha:)

went to facial. then met praveen at city hall. 1st time i do hw at lan lol. then we went to clementi to give flyers. GOSH MAN! we thought we werent lost cuz of my instinct of following the cropped map. so we went around. and we were lost:X so we decided to just do the fliers at some random block. went up door to door and ask for tickets. many old ppl in the flats and a few families entertained us. but when they heard the price. they say" ok we go there then buy ba" standard lo.. GOD SAVE THE WORLD! TETARI!

then we took some time to clear the fliers in letter blocks then we mrt home. like omg man. headache. aha.

then tmr morning got tuition. GOD MAKE IT EASY PLZ:)then aft that gonna lan with javis and gang. then go meet esther. then maybe work/study/lepa. see mood ba:) ahah.
PHYSICS!
AMATHS!
BIO! omg man havent study for prelims. GOSH! NOTE TO ALL ALVIN IS JUST GONNA LAST MINUTE! so my grades are FROM HIM! to GLORIFY HIM! i confirm cannot produce good grades liao. so I tell ur now. the good grades im gonna have is from HIM! not me. so late liao i still havent study. how can sia!? right? so watch out man. :) ok! time to go now. bye!

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lol! now blogger even suck more. my posting screen so small. and nowadays so many little kiddies are trying to 'cyber bully' in ppl blogs. sigh. God bless them:)

oh well! this week has been so awesome. got myself a job alr man. met esther did 1 hr of work and got the flyers. and i was too greedy man. i took like 30 tickets. which is like impossible to sell. but its quick money. oh well. lets hope i can sell them favor favor. Friday i am going to pasir panjang and look for the rich ass ang moh and try sell to them. giving out fliers is such a good time for me. when i giving out i was hearing sermon. power man. then did work quite fast. gave out about 350 alr i think. 6 blocks + suntec+ city hall. ppl v unfriendly man. but favor favor:)

tmr hopping to give out at least 350flyers and sell 5 tickets. grace grace favor favor man:)! gosh man. pimple outbreaks now man! too little sleep+ stress+ no time with God. so now! most productivity! dont waste time. can listen sermon LISTEN!:) poon those silhouettes. haha. lalala.

tmr is donatus bdae man. so we gonna celeb his bdae and javis at sentosa. preparing for a tan. its gonna be packed tmr man. cuz its 9-9-9. oh well!

God crossed His arms when He blessed us. so He wans us to rest in His blessing and not like fight over what we have. LIKE OMG MAN! and nowadays im like having a rush of bad words. Jesus U ARE MY BEST FRIEND! U WILL ALWAYS BE AND U WILL DELIVER ME FROM THIS! WHOOO.

Tralala! omg man. suddenly got the urge to play dota. DAMM! dunno if i shld re-install.. hmmmm. nah.

this week is gonna be super busy. but fun. :) pass few days also so fun. OK BACKTRACK!

Thursday ! no sch man. so i met with praveen. we gym. took protein. :) then go meet andrew and javis and gang to play lan. play 2.5h then me and praveen want to chiong. then andrew took cards out. and we cant study alr haha. so we went to find yy then play bball till like 7.30 . reach home 8.30. mom scold me. cuz she was stress at work. oh well. God bless her man:)


friday history is like* man. cuz i studied japan and stalin. then come out hitler. then almost everyone was like F. cuz think most ppl study same as me. so i do hitler lo. anyhow bullshit my way through. i hope i can like do well as in b3?:) ahha. then aft that i went yy house. we play dota and mahjong(no money). then i cabbed home ahha!

Saturday was connect. it was like AWESOME!:) morning service really super power. talked about not losing the mentality that we have rest in Jesus(keep the 7 logs tight) . then aft that didnt go for the workshops and wii. although i kinda like wanted the photoshop. but.. NVM!:) then we went bugis. i bought 2 shirts and 2pants for like $50! cheap man. then javis, amos and andrew bought topman jacket for like $50-60. (with my discount!) ahah. then we go back for the evening service. super power! love it to the max lo. talked about our addictions being gone. ok waito. i mixed up with too many sermons. oh well.!

then sunday. wanted to gym in the morning. but amos cant wake up ahah. so i break at home. then go suntec. then lunch at pizza hut burned my money. then service! WAS AWESOME! just know that God has a good opinion towards u and alot alot la. just look to Jesus :) then got hillsong australlia also. so awesome man. then me jerome amos and bobby went for 4th svc de p&w. shld have stayed for the end lo. shldnt have bball. but nvm. had some mens talk. really hope all thing is well.

today! arthur and praveen came my house talk cock then we go gym. and the protein shake shop close! v saddening:( so praveen suggested soya beans. 1 litre= 42g proteins. quite good luh. i wanna gain weight till 60-62kg and i wanna have like at least $750 at end of o's so i can spend:) and i can look to myself and plan all the shits straight. but i dont wanna focus on that. cuz the flesh will die. I will look to Jesus and just follow what the voice tells me to do.(desires). :) ok maybe desires is a wrong choice of words. so ya. ahha. then me praveen arthur met hy and lukas at city hall. we lan 2h. own butts man. cuz got hy in our team haha. seriously power lo! imba kid sia. 1st match 12-0-3. 2nd match. 8-3-5. imba kid. 1st round i 9-4-5 2nd round 4-5-5. haha. so many leavers in garena nowadays. then we all go bk chiong study. praveen is right. if ppl dont study. u just study! i'll follow. then ppl will all study alr. then really everyone study. today quite good. finish 1.5 chapters of physics and currently trying to do english. i damm sianz of english tuition alr. think i'll cancel next week class cuz prelims.. and bordem:) ahah. tmr me and veen going find esther . gonna work whooO! im gonna take 1k flyers man. my goal is to give out by friday and im going retarded places to give. sentosa, bugis, vivo. blah blah haha:). cant wait. i wanna go servers session. although i dont think i can. OH WELL!. tmr tuition 9-11 tuition. Emmanuel man! .
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So am i still waiting for this world to stop hating. Cause just one sip would make me sick. forever is over

im in love with jabbawockez now lol! dope crew man. hope i can dance like them. haha! Jesus is just so good. His favour and grace is like infinite. so just take! ppl will be like wah piang. u take take take then God will not happy what. NOT HAPPY NOT HAPPY LA! u think he not happy UR LOST:) cuz i know He is more then happy to see us take and take and take and continue taking! cuz His supply is like infinite? and His constant rebuke is u of little faith. means like u dont dare believe. and by not taking alot. u are showing ur 'little faith' . so JUST TAKE ONLI!:) TRALALA!

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BBALL CRAZE! omg man. im like playing too much recently. today cant chiong la. but tonight gonna chiong. tmr prepare to fail history alr. if i get a b4 its a grace grace lo. U DO IT LORD! i cannot. confirm cannot one lo. update tmr . too lazy bye!:)

I'm back. *clap* . haha. alrights. im in the midst of prelims as well as holidays,

pass few days was super fun and busy. sat went to celeb jerome's birthday. play bball at like 12 am then some ang moh chase us out haha. then cards and stuff. yea. then sunday was good man! Grace grace de man!:) then studied. and alot of chaos happen lol. at least now its better. im feeling great now ahha! anger is gone amen! though sometimes i tend to raise my voice.. haha! . then erm. monday was like teachers day celeb. SUPER BORING LIKE** can man! bloody only 1 stomp performance and it aint that good. shld have dance man! then arthur will bring the whole crew and we'll be dope!. sigh! NVM! SAJC I'LL DANCE!:)

then something happen at lan. but its gone alr:) . then tuesday went like out the whole day. morning tuition was a killer. kept yawning. then went to pool, bowl and bball. my tumb pain now haha! . and today was prelims

had english paper 2. (shiok bodoh! can sleep 30mins!:) ) but alow wake me up halfway.. then had maths paper 2 also. i thought it would be a killer. . he didnt gave his best man. but its ok. im aiming for a 95. hope can get it sia!:). then aft sch went lan ( follow praveen idea to play then feel guilty then chiong study) in the end. we nvr chiong. we relac relac onli. so tmr we going chiong. AHAHAHAHAH! tmr i no sch sia! cuz i dont take chinese:) so tmr is going to be like me and praveen go out day. morning gym, lunch. study. and see mood:) ah! power!:)

cant wait for sajc life man. but i cant bear to leave sec sch life.. i last time heard rachel or someone say bout cant bear to leave sec sch life. then im like. ok... i wont be in that position. but now i am lol! cuz now like the final sprint. bonds between bros get stronger and more power. . . oh well. so busy nowadays. gotta get back my engine to chiong again. HAHA TMR NO SCH!:)
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today suddenly feel like kena car bang. suddenly pigments of my past showed again. oh well. it may be the sudden flashbacks only. haha. lets see what's gonna happen. and let me chiong man!

I'm so far away
From the only place
I know I should be
So find me
And take me

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No time update sia. will do it soon. wah nowadays so favoured and so fun lo. Jesus will take this anger away. He will be my patience amen!:)

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i saw something today with depicts a pigment of my memory pool. such a breathtaking moment. yet it intrudes deeply. Jesus, Be my everything!:)