What's hitting me man..
Saturday, August 22, 2009
today started off really well. when i reach suntec. i was onli like 10mins late man. even thought i left home at 11.20.. praise God for the bus and everything man. then lunch with cards was fun. then when reach convention, i tried to do a planche.. but i cant get it man.. cant balance:( but nvm! God will provide at the right time!. then lvl session was great. just that when it came to ministering.. idk whats happened to me. something tell me just go. something tell me dont cuz later u dont recieve much uh blah blah blah. then in the end i took quite long to go. then really nvr recieve much man.. **** cuz i got with an unrecieving heart and keep holding back the tears... i knew i would regret it.. but i chose to live with the regret.. the heck wrong with me man. and true enough. the regret was great...
then aft lvl meeting. took v long to get our butts to lan. and when we lan. many many bad things happen. and my patience got worst by the minute.. then i kena owned like . . . man. but its ok. then was so pissed with myself cuz of the regret and this small little things add on to it and it became worst. . . aft that i went penni buy tunner. knew i could find a cheaper one hahas . gonna learn back guitar alr. 2 years no touch alr. :( then on the way home. had a talk with ethan and i felt better. but tonight. gonna talk with God major man. too much to handle. gotta recieve what i didnt recieve in level session! .
bball really getting into my head.. cuz tmr morning i going play. CONFIRM! oh well. bye for now.
