Alvin~ 16. was born on 20april 1993. Is a believer or Christ and His grace:). loves: ALL TIME LOW! BBALL! DANCE! AND MORE!:) hates: hongsters, ppl who think they are better then others and not respecting them.






Andrew
AMOS!!!
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Jochebel
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like holy smoke can!? today my prelims start and it felt that its gonna start 1 week later. practical was like pst... like chem was super easy. but bio i was damm lazy to do. so i did some screening and slot in the answer base on inference:) haha.

today aft the prac. prav ash ivan js slacker101 arthur sl and me go cp eat. then me arthur js ivan go white sands library study. ahha. WAH PIANG EH!! i damm stupid can.. i agree do sth . then i rmb i got other activity haha:( tmr got bballl!! whooo. anws. i thought i got a free guitar from wanru!:) but then i was loaning it ahha. nvm la. better then nothing. pro alr then i go buy my own one. each day i learn 2 chord. swee la. AMEN!:) . ahha. then we study at macs. i study damm long man. felt like it. ahha. did half an emaths paper.. and studied the rise alr. so tmr im gonna like last minute chiong again. omg man. too many things are like chunk up in my head now . GOD HELP ME:) .

looking forward to tmr man. it will be good in Jesus name AMEN!:)

omg man. i love the band rush of fools. gonna cover their songs man! YAY man:) tmr i going find mei get her guitar :). my guitar i like wan give up alr. ahah. buy wrong kinda strings. and damm lazy fix alr:) so wanru! if u can do magic. help uh ahaha! .

anws. today is a good day man! morning was late:( so i took cab. $5 . sigh. but ITS OK!:) . then lessons we're super slack except for physics. cuz its damm hard. but i really know that my spa get 96/96 man. IN THE NAME OF JESUS IT IS 96/96 AMEN!:) . then we had chinese. i ran away from class. haha. then my teacher call my mom say must write letter to drop chinese. then i did alot of amaths today. 1/4 of my way in trigo alr. then xmss paper 2 was a killer man:( . PRELIMS! watch out bodoh!. really so blessed nowadays lo. maths class got tobetrone the chocolate free sia:) then erm went to airport aft sch. did alot of studies ahah.

WAH POWER U KNOW! moments ago i was thinking:" wah sianz la . thrusday class damm boring" then... TMR IS PRACTICAL EXAMS!:) so happy. 2nd shift man. more blessed. so tmr going macs at 7+ then last minute study and enjoy my mc griddles with egg:) haha. tmr need mug ss. and i need super lots favoour to ask my mom to let me stay over on sat. cant go home cuz confirm v smelly one:X haha if ya know what i mean:)

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really its time to give up man. I'm just gonna give it all to God now. if ya think im the one who is f ed up. then just be that way k? countless times passed, countless times failed. i can finally conclude that talks dont work for all ppl. face to face talks are better then phone or smses talk.. so i wont repeat this anymore. 'the talk' do wonders. it can really change the person to be a powerful one in the lord in time to come. and it can create one who is engulf in the flesh and yet dont know. ok enough with this.
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I wanna lose it all for You
The last thing that I do
The only thing that really matters now
I wanna lose it all for You

Nowadays it's really awesome man, wont kena attack anymore for things can only get brighter and brighter! He is really awesome man. so much favor and grace in my situations man.!

This morning, i wasn't late man. arrived like just on time in school!:) It was such an awesome time man. cuz we got like super lots of free periods? . Chem was a killer. teacher nags too much. then we got our test back. got 34/40 . andy got like 38/40 . imba kid man. aim for chem is to lose andy maximum of 5 marks.:). then we had history and ss. and the botak nvr come. so i spend this two lessons doing my amaths. and i finished ximin paper 1 and halfway through topic 11 for amths. then we had chinese and teacher never come also. so we talked through the whole class. and me and shaoliang rushed down to get our steam egg!:) .

and i went to dnt block again. whoo!:) gonna get more style moves. and arthur is dope man! if he's in sa dance. we are gonna own. but first of all. he gotta make it in! me and bryan gonna so pump him up!. after recess was like physics. did 1 paper. was a killer. got like 25/40.. then maths . spend the lesson with bryan as he taught me physics. english was a free period also. and the fat asses in the class are damm noisy.. then it was amaths. did duman sec paper. little finger action:). haha. then aft sch. i chiong my amaths. did alot of work and clarify doubts. so satisfied luh:)

so aft that we went to macs and eat. ahah:) aftwards we go compass point and i collected my specs:). and bought my guitar strings. super happy man! then after that we went walk walk and go sculptor park. climb here and there and had fun and went home later.

tmr aft sch gonna go find gillian for my guitar and to study of course. maths paper is alow set de.. so i MUST get above 90 and POON his paper! . amaths just gotta own too. mdm tang is gonna kill us. but BRING IT!:) . alrights. time to go off alr. BYE ALL!

ok man. i'm super weared out man. cuz its like a pure study day. literally..BUT THE DAY WAS SUPER FUN!:)

morning i woke up with much hesistant to get my ass off the bed. had breakfast in bed as usually but this time.. with my eyes close ahha! . so i took quite a while to prepare. then i was left house 8.13. so im like GG must take taxi. then i rmbed got PE! so i went to wear pe pants. then i call cab. then when i in cab.. i rmb i forgot bring pe shirt. then im like WAH SIANZ:( but then praise God i wasnt late and pe wasnt that nice to me. cuz it was Frisbee( which i can play anytime when we go sentosa or something.)

so the cab fare was like 10.25 !! damm ex la. somemore sch so near. its 2 mondays of cabbing alr. next monday will be a change! if im forced to take a cab! i wont go sch!:) . excuse= i wan study at home. oh yea im smart!(amen!:) ) then sch was super fun today. chinese period got some weirdo relief teacher. so me and arthur was watching bboy vids and darrel saved my ass cuz vp was outside haha! :) tks bro. then later was pe. arthur and gabriel pei me no do. feel honored yet bad. nvm FRIDAY BBALL!:)

then recess i went to dnt block. and tried some new stuff. can do forearm freeze alr man. so cool!:) praise God man! Gonna work towards roxrite skills!:) then aft recess we got a heck of a scolding from mrs quek. cuz we didnt do well for the test. like 5 ppl got above25/40 lol. and i lost to chuan yeow.. one day . one day

then aft that was maths and we got tests back too. disappointing though. but its ok:) its a learning exprience and i learn alot haha! then plus there was a fight!! angove vs amit. amit got OWNED! like 1 min fight no interference. until e3 ppl come then they break them. wah lao! amit deserve it la. so guai lan.. talk so much.. angove funny sia.. ok enough of that. anws. we got like 1.5 h free period man. this is equivalent to jc time table lol. so we went kopitiam eat.

then aft that . had amaths. gotta chiong it alr man. then aft that had an awesome talk with bryan! night study we got secret spot le. that spot confirm annoited de lo. learnt so many moves from there. ops. haha. so i went home for tuition. tuition was like 2.5 h la. teacher extended :X but it was worth it. although my brain was dying haha!.

then tmr power! going collect my specs:)! and gonna chiong amaths and many more ! whoo . wed gonna find gillian to tune guitar. and study! seriously nowadays feel so favoured man!:) praise God.

word of a day:Regardless if we feel it or not. God is with us and will guide us!:)
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Jesus hurry come back , for us.
we cannot wait.
Jesus hurry come back,
we cannot wait.
we cannot wait!

meimei: hello korkor. your story i finally understand man. aft reading it like 2wice. HAHA
23 Aug 09, 22:54

Jochebel: Your story is interesting & confusing cause i don't knw what are u talking about hahas
23 Aug 09, 03:52

ahHeididi aka jovian: wa how nice can uue be. bo link me T_T
22 Aug 09, 22:50


ANDREW: AHAHAH! u are the onli one who knows it inside out!:). nvm u multi millionaire i millionaire. we can share wealth u know!:) ahah

Mei: ahaha. thats good. but u dont know who :)

Jochebel: ahah no one is meant to know muahahah:) i'll think of more stories.

Bobbie: ps man. i use old blog codes.
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hello all! if i nvr link u. plz leave ur link:) cuz i used my old copy of links so its kinda screwed. yup:) my bad!

Today was great! morning super funny. finally decided to tune my guitar. then my string snap... so im probably gonna look for gillian soon ahah!:) . then finally played bball in the morning after 3 weeks of planning . super fun man.

then church was awesome. ate p lunch then went to arcade. max tune like finally. aft so long. and then went off to svc. svc was imba man. like pastor talked about law and grace. when we are too caught up with the law. Christ is made of no effect. and more;) which im lazy to think to rmb now. ahha!:) but its like deutronomy 28:21-23,27 then followed by galatians 3:13-14 yup:)

then aft svc went to play pooled for awhile. finally getting my aim back man. chak meng! pool soon man! OPENING INVITES! FRIDAY BBALL AT MY HOUSE! 1.30 or 2 till 4 . then aft pool i went to study at pan pacific hotel. got chased out. and in like 10mins. i manage to do 2 questions. BOO YAH! feel so smart. i bring amaths paper. i forgot bring formula sheet haha!
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was quite jealous today. but NVM!:) someone knows y ahha. but its really confirmation for me. yup. right place right time baby!
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here's a story i heard which is quite amuzing, too me of course.

Y had major infactuations over X . but Z suddenly like close to X . then Y got jealous. plus Z, to Y, aint a nice person. So Y thinks X deserves better. and a voice told Y , NO! u deserve better! then Y was like. OMG ! and im like a outsider. so when i heard this. im like OMG! Y FTW!!! haha. ok . ftw= for the win.. yup.. ALRIGHTS SCHOOLS GONNA BE DOPE THIS WEEK! BYE PEEPS!:)ps: dont anyhow think... its just a ********story. yup:)

today started off really well. when i reach suntec. i was onli like 10mins late man. even thought i left home at 11.20.. praise God for the bus and everything man. then lunch with cards was fun. then when reach convention, i tried to do a planche.. but i cant get it man.. cant balance:( but nvm! God will provide at the right time!. then lvl session was great. just that when it came to ministering.. idk whats happened to me. something tell me just go. something tell me dont cuz later u dont recieve much uh blah blah blah. then in the end i took quite long to go. then really nvr recieve much man.. **** cuz i got with an unrecieving heart and keep holding back the tears... i knew i would regret it.. but i chose to live with the regret.. the heck wrong with me man. and true enough. the regret was great...

then aft lvl meeting. took v long to get our butts to lan. and when we lan. many many bad things happen. and my patience got worst by the minute.. then i kena owned like . . . man. but its ok. then was so pissed with myself cuz of the regret and this small little things add on to it and it became worst. . . aft that i went penni buy tunner. knew i could find a cheaper one hahas . gonna learn back guitar alr. 2 years no touch alr. :( then on the way home. had a talk with ethan and i felt better. but tonight. gonna talk with God major man. too much to handle. gotta recieve what i didnt recieve in level session! .

bball really getting into my head.. cuz tmr morning i going play. CONFIRM! oh well. bye for now.

oh. imba kid sound so cool . haha!:)

ok anws. things REALLY HAVE BEEN AWESOME!:) amos and me ok alr man like really helped me alot through my sophisticated thoughts.. which i should really make it less sophisticated.. too bad God made me brain so sophisticated!:)

quote from Ashely: " u can become better then adam khoo alr . dont care la" ahah. next time i'll work in mind champs to earn some quick bucks:) ahha.

ohya! my english oral was on 18/8 then i felt i did quite well man. cuz examiner ask me 1 question in the picture onli . then at convo had like 5-6 questions. but their face... like... but... ITS OK:) cuz mdm tang say if they ask u 1 question , most prob u will get>9 so i counted my oral shoudl get >32/40 . which she says is v good. and i think >35 then good. OH WELL!

then nowadays v happy lo. test dont need study also can get b3 or higher. praise God sia. this prelims im really just going in the exam with my last minute mentality . those questions i wrong = idk concept so must brush up. AMATHS AND MATHS! IMBA KID MUST SCORE AT LEAST 90! GONNA PROVE A LOW ISNT THAT IMBA! CUZ IMBA KID MORE IMBA CUZ IMBA KID GOT JESUS!!!!:) ahha

ok maybe a low is imba haha. BUT ITS OK!:) now like everyday kena bombarded with many many test sia:X but at least that makes me revise as i hardly revise nowadays. onli emphasize alot on amaths now. wanna get 90!!! ahaha

ok TODAY! its v fun sia. morning go sch got chem paper to do. then i finished a 2hr paper in 1hr man! praise GOD:) then i got like 71. ownself mark one la. then aft that RECESS! me and sl buy 1 plate rice then eat. then later we hungry. so we say. SECOND SERVING? then we go buy. so i ate like 2 plates and im like BLOATED ! AHHA then aft sch gab and arthur came over to my place. and we played bball. we knew its gonna rain. but... I DONT CARE! i played in the rain. ok WE played in the rain. v fun sia. like some korean drama;" MUST SHOOT IN THEN GO MUST! " haha. gotta improve my bball fast!:X .

oh ya man.. o level is like 6x days more.. like OMG ! ahah but its ok GOD WILL DELIVER ME ! HIS GRACE WILL BE MY CELESTIAL BOOST TO START MY ENGINE AND STUDY!:) AND ALSO TO IMPROVE MY EVERYTHING! lalalal

omg man. my dad just put my specs in my bag and he saw my lighter. then he question me if i smoke.. like _ _ can... so long alr ok. TESTIMONY ALR OK! bro. quit soon la. :)

IMBA KID SIGNING OFF :)

Things are going just super awesome nowadays man!

things have been going crazy. now gonna revive my blog ahah. i like my new skin lol.

loves ps judah smith man. powerful guy. actually all the pastors i know all v powerful. whenever i listen to their sermons. there is always a new revelation sia. dope man!:). so far. sean angrove might wanna start a skater crew aft o levels and DCC will be super active after o levels lol. i feel my life super slack ahha:). things have been just so fun. especially in school. cant rmb much ahah. ok... today.....

serious God is good:). putting Him first will never short change u. although im like damm lazy nowadays.. but prelims is next firday. so probably gonna mug soon. ahahah! today got back chinese o level results. people and i went to find su xue for our marks. then she was like now cant give luh. but aft she came out. she shook my hand lol! meaning to say... i pass!:) i wanted to backflip there man. but i cant haha! i thought i'll get like b4 or c5 but i got c6. but oh well. f9-c6 lei! grace grace right!:) so blessed luh! his favour really put me to pass lo.

then lukas was sad. but He will deliver him man. confirm one. then we had physics. physics teacher teach alot sia. then i suddenly got confident can get a2 for physics. cuz my spa should be 18-20/20 then i aiming 33/40, 38/50 , 22/30 and if this happens. i would get 80/100. AMEN!:) . the moe moderation is seriously crap luh.. all the a 1 buggers they pull them to b3 .. like ??? haha. so im hopping to get my 9 points. scared alr man. but THIS IS THE DEKTOS YEAR OF THE LORD!! ask and i shall recieve. free favours man!!! .

then aft sch. arthur came over my place, and we studied for about an hour. its really grace grace that i can exceed what i actually planned in such a short time. then we went to bball awhile. listening to ben's advice now. wen ni de liang fen qui xian cai qu jing san fen qui. best advice man. haha:) then aft that went to meet bobby to pass him cd then we have kopitiam tea break ahha:) . then went home!:) . so blessed nowadays. dont need study test also can do. so now just gonna find out my weak points then work on it. MOE IS NOT GONNA MODERATE ME DOWN! AMEN!:)

Omg man. nowadays im feeling more not myself..

my mind is getting more complex my the minute man. simple physics question i cant believe cant do lol. cuz i dont think 1 step equation = 2 marks... but then. . it is. . today is pure retardness... i go school just after my long holiday. then i was bombarded with many tests man. i even forget what test there is. today.. early morning. my $20 got robbed by the school. need to sell the stupid donation draw. but oh well. at least its a chance for me to donate to charity:)

then we had chem test.. this was quite ok. hope i can get my a1. and then later have history test. then later physics test.. then maths.. then amaths. holy smoke can. 5 test in 1 day and i forgot bout it ahha! really goota chiong my amaths and maths. gonna make it damm imba. and hopefully alow cant kill me in prelims. then aft sch. went hope for english tuition. 2 hours man! killer. and today got mid year compo back. nice to see what i wrote:). a pigment of my life though. but its ok:) He turned it around alr. then now gonna pump in alot of effort in amaths, physics and english. 73days left and i havent start.. damm smart can.. but things will change!:) [this i swear will happen]

only my bros will know what will happen. tmr idk whether can go midweek man. amaths super scary... thrusday test is like on trig, furth trig, circle, linear law and some other weird chapters. have no idea what is gonna come out.. but His grace will deliever me through AMEN!:)
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We're all part of the same sick little games
And I need to get away, get away
I'm wasting the days, I throw them away
Losing it all on these sick, little games

Today was great. had alot of fun in church and icon. really recieved an awesome revelation about my condition. and its gonna be gone amen!

and today im starting to fear about something. its like im falling into a pit which only one hand, can pick me up. but i dont wanna go in there anymore. once bitten, twice shy.

Dear God, salvage me and keep me under the shadows of ur wings . let me step up man. and ......

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching while the minuets pass as I go nowhere
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minuet here