Alvin, whom Jesus loves:)
Thursday, April 16, 2009
tekheleth . grace grace man. blue symbolises completeness and perfection*( if i can rmb it correctly:) ). Jesus is the missing piece in my life and he completed me man. im so happy man. gonna choose to just focus on Him now.
ytd was awesome. sch was fun as we damm slack. had chem and bio prac and did rather well in them . finished bio in like 10mins man. then i went home. slack sia. then went lan with lukas to waste time. then i went dance class. its super nice man the class. larry sorta gave me my bdae gift. cuz he taught us airchair!:) and i got it man.! praise God ! but my back and abs damm pain.. haha. cuz strain it too much i guess. then he taught us a nice set and improved my top rock. seriously nice. then i took a cab home cuz i wan to watch the 9 pm show. but i lied to myself to make me feel better saying" i'm rewarding myself:) " haha!. its k. then something screwed up happen at night man.. wasnt feeling that well ytd.. but surprisingly well now. 1 day, fever and flu gone:) haha! .
then today i went sch. had a nice pe as bryan was helping me with some stuff. and i was thinking more clearly alr. bryan is seriously good man. he taught me to not cling on to the past and just clear things asap so that i wont let it cling on to me cuz i hate unfinished buisness.
sry, my kind of person is when something happen , i have to slove it so that it wont be affecting anyone anytime. and i just found out sth this morning. when i use vulgarities, im super angry and dont wished to talk till i cool down. and i hate that of me. gonna change cuz i dont wanna hurt but help ppl. next time if i u talk to me then u hear !@!#@@#!, give me time, and im sorry. it hasnt been happening for awhile alr.. onli ytd and today have. sry weiqiang. damm sad sia u. come at wrong time alr.. but its k man. we ok alr. and sry arthur. morning was super moody and upset bout sth. but aft thinking it through. im fine:)
had english test. letter writing and i wrote a super dope letter man. i like explain so clearly man. like lit like that. praise God man:) then i dont even know how to do listening compre for chinese man.. i liked totally copied today.. but it was a trial haha. so im gonna put in effort in my chinese ahah! then ss was great, amaths was awesome too. haha. cuz i learn the integration and knew how do ahah! then tmr gonna celeb bdae with gab and chak meng and rest. it wil confirm be awesome:) now i just hoped that i can quickly clear this shit tonight. i just wanna slove all things and save this FRIENDSHIP.
gonna change for the better now. everythings is going super fine man. onli me and u not ok onli. so i wanna slove this things man. give me the chance so that we can have clarity of mind. im about to take a step out to the real world alr. to move on. but theres like a dagger in my heart which i must pull out first before i can go on. so plz pull it together with me for THIS LAST TIME. tks u.
God is Good!
