Alvin~ 16. was born on 20april 1993. Is a believer or Christ and His grace:). loves: ALL TIME LOW! BBALL! DANCE! AND MORE!:) hates: hongsters, ppl who think they are better then others and not respecting them.






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whassup! . today is a dope day again man.

morning was like super tired that kind. then it was pe. so i woke up. had five items sia. then we were doing sit and reach. so im like. God , get me an a man. then teacher say date of test is 23 march. so im like still 15 la. so for 15 to get a is 45 lol. so i do and get 48. gabriel got like 64 man. crazy dude. but he is good man. he streching me flexiblity so i can do flare ahha! then next we did is sit up. teacher say get 43 a le. so im like. no kick la. so i did 43 then i sat up and starting looking at my class ppl doing sit ups. ahah! so much time left. then next was like standing board jump. i was like gged man. i onli can do like 190+ then when its my turn. i just jump then got 215. then im like. shit man 3 more cm cuz i need 218 to get c . gold is all minimum all get c. then i try again and got 216.. then teacher say comeon one more time. then i say. God u do it man. give me pass the 220 line and i passed it:) so i got 223. ahah! didnt noe i so pro alr man. then aft my turn. andy came to me and say. ur technique wrong alr! then im like. i know. then hes like. u using muscles and not momentum.. so he thought me the momentum and i can maintain my 225jumps alr. so im gonna retake and get 238(a) ahah. afterwards. my thigh was super pain...

the shuttle run and pull up gonna take aft exams. so i got v long time to train those two and get a man. need 5 pull up for c 8 pull up for a. need 10.1 sec then can get a 10.5sec to get c. i wanna try full marks for this year nafa man! now i got 3 a 1 c:) praise GOD MAN! .

theres my fun nafa. aft that the whole day my thigh damm pain sia. then amaths was cancel . hope mdm tang is ok. chinese teacher gave us alot of notes. ss and hist was not bad. english is good for once cuz i learn something. ahah. then aft sch i went to play pool with chak meng. not bad sia! he say i improve. happy man. but i alot time any how play cuz leg pain:( but he is good man. all the best for ur match tmr bro!

WO XING DE! ying wei wo you yesu!:) ok bye . gonna play my starcraft and complete it!


DAVID IS A ZOMBIE!

haha. angrove was like. DAVID IS A ZOMBIE! damm retarded man. theres this so called posses guy who was chasing david with a scissors. then later police came along and it was super dumb man. angrove is a funny dude man. tmr pe is going be 5 items.. i hope.. trained for it alr and im gonna do well man. gabriel is some flexible shit like bryan man.. my turn next:). drew. u just reminded me to listen to sermon on and on man. some how u did. im gonna press on man. onli do at nights sia. which i usually sleep v fast.. ahah! i have a plan!:)

ok anws. today sch was awesome yo. my table there damm funny like usually. winston and me both think ping pang yuan sure got part 2 one lo. today chem was boring. but aft awhile i woke up and got the lesson in my head. CHINESE! i learn how to write and i wrote man. awesome! super like it now. then today no maths but bio push forward lesson. learn ok ok amount. learnt alot man. the ingestion, digestion, assumption, assimilation , egestion thingy. got it in my head alr man. but the assumption i think wrong:X ahah. then aft sch. me bryan go break , gabriel come along too. and he thought me other streching stuff. cool man. got my side chair thingy thingy alr. v happy. more and more inspired to dance for Jesus man! got my gloves from lukas alr and ufo is damm funn!!:) .

then later me and gabriel study at dnt block for like 2hrs + . we did our chinese hw. (tks for the help man) then i chiong 4chaps of bio and qa. (hope my notes help u) exams in 1 week times and im starting to chiong alr. WO XING DE!:) aiming b3 for all onli. b3 man! oya. got chem test back today. got 23/35. not bad sia. expected to just pass onli. cuz to me its hard.. haha..

sch tmr will be more awesome! i believe it man! gonna put him more in my life now man. cuz its cuz of Him that im like feeling so awesome now lo. hope bobbie will be alright man. one of His 'di' plz go help him man. but be careful. :)

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l-o-v-e 's just another word i never learn to pronouce.

but i know Jesus loves me man!:)


WO YAO TIAO WU!:)

today was dope man. morning had hair check. then my hair so short then still kena caught. stupid man. so i ran away with help of arthur. thank you bro:) then lessons was like good ba. cuz my table keep disturb sheng jie ahah! amaths was a killer and a wake up call man... teacher was like. u too complacent . then i think like. ya lo. im such a slacker man. teacher do all the thing on the board i like so slow then get it then kenneth did better then me today. KENNETH LEI! so i must work harder now. know what world? alvin is a retard man. its like 2 weeks to mid year and im still in the holiday mood man. then i still can relac one corner sia:) .so i decided to step the phase up for my dance and studies.

aft sch. i went to break again and i had lots of fun man. anws when i got home. i like pack my bag and tables la. now its more like organise and i can work le ahah. gonna start chionging for mid years man. aiming all b3 for all subject except english and chinese which is b4 haha! world. see my last minute power with Jesus man! this will be the last time in SEC sch that ill last minute:) ahah. ping pang yuan last episode today sia. must watch!! my anger just got better man. Praise God. cuz today the bapoh kenneth keep scold me then i like nth sia. wah damm ass man . everyones keep saying me stupid:( nvm ill show them man! with Jesus, ILL POON U!:)

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1st yy , next me. whos is going to be next ? wake up bobby. u just lost 2 great friends, whos next? shouldnt have bloody agreeded to be ur di man.. hope either amos, javis or andrew can help u man. u are one stubborn dude man. all ill do is to pray for u.


today was a good day. super funny day and fun filled man.

had photo taking. wanted to do freeze but nvm cuz ps haha. but it was nice la. then had el oral. favour man. screwed up picture discription but reading was superb:) ahah. chinese class today was nice. i learn how to lc and hope to write alr. awesome man. then all lessons v blessed la. aft sch went break alone. was v nice. found out new stuff. but i hate it when i got home.. my mom was like. im gonna move ur com to living room cuz of some stupid reason.. i was damm pissed la. but then im just gonna give cold shoulder.. when its too extreme. they will cry man..

wanna just be rooted in his word like before man.. we really ran out of words and well as time. so i really dunno do she me le. so im living my own life now with Him. as for my folks.. it shall be well man..


This anger will be gone. Lord ur blood has bought it man. and what i said, im serious. ill keep a distance from u.. dunno what the heck are u thinking man. i know u are better then me in loads of stuff.. but this.. i cant do nuts.do whatever u wan.. im prepared..


"Romans 4:14-16
(14)For if those who are of the law are heirs, faith is made void and the promise made of no effect, (15)because the law brings about wrath; for where there is no law there is no transgression.(16)Therefore it is of faith that it might be according to grace, so that the promise might be sure to all the seed, not only to those who are of the law, but also to those who are of the faith of Abraham, who is the father of us all

when u try to do, the promise is of no effect, and we wan to keep doing and doing cuz there is a 'criteria' to meet. and that criteria is 'our debt to sin' and this debt was alr paid at the cross ! if there is no law , there will be no sin, vice versa. the law is righteous and holy but that doesnt mean ppl who follow the law are . cuz of adam's sin , we all are tainted! so dont 'do' to pay of the 'debt' as its all on the cross BUT! belive in the promise and it will happen. for by believing, it happens! promise no work under law. promise work under FAITH! BELIEVING! so BELIEVE for what u want! "

just found out alot of stuff today. and got alot of stuff to say bout it too. firstly to this someone:" im sorry for everything that happen, i regreted it alot.. it really changed us alot. how i wished i didnt enter so deep into ur life. as we both changed alot worser. all the best now. " sorry to others for facing my 'anger' it is gone, amen! . i believe it.

did super lot of thinking alr. will nvr ever go to that realm again unless it is for a good reason.. dont wan go cuz it will change ppl. if i were to regret. i would have much to. but im not going to. but i aint gonna. cuz i've thought through and found that i have a greater purpose! Jesus is the answer man! feel so much better aft thinking thourgh man.






AWESOME!!!

today and ytd was awesome man!

ytd was a SUPER POWER DAY! had alot of periods then chinese kena suan by teacher again. then the had a super difficult and cheapstake chem test man. its like 1 question one mark and some questions uber hard can! i didnt study! haha. onli 5mins before ! but i confirm will pass cuz God is with me man. i aim for a b4. if i get a a2 or a1 whoa. its HIM MAN! cuz i counted those confirm correct and i settle with a pass FOR NOW:) then bio no teacher come sia. then all the stupid ppl dont wan zao sia.. so i dont care then just zao. then later check with office they say can go. then alot ppl still at class lol. so i took cab (again) to potong pasir to cut my hair. then later went chinatown point meet gabriel and kenneth to look at their magic stuff. bought a card trick book ahah! imba ok! then later rushed to dhoby to meet chak meng ! and jian wei.. for pool ahha. didnt know he coming so i must lend him must extra shirt sia.. but he washing it. so its ok:) then we went play at parklane for like 2.5 hrs man. whop man. my eyes blur alr. didnt perform v well ytd but i got the power thingy alr:) tks chak meng! then tmr going play with ethan and chak meng pool steady la! 1 week pool 3 times sia me:). alot money hor? AMEN!

then aft that i rushed to dance class. warm up was a cypher and strech ahah! cypher was fun man. then he thought air chair. and the whole class can stab while i cant ahah. damm sad la cuz larry wan me balance on tricepts and not the stabbing part then i have to live with it. but i got a training for that alr:)then aft class he helped me with windmills man. all i have to say is PRAISE GOD! then i took cab home(Again) haah but last time alr cuz ytd last lesson. but gonna continue aft 1 month which is aft my exams:) then the ping pang yuan watch onli 30mins sia.. but nice ok! .

morning i woke up with a awesome sleep but body ache ahah. then i just go sch lo. morning assemlby super boring can. like he annoce our sch win alot of craps and we gonna get our half day soon man. cuz our bboys badminton won:) so yea man. then we had pe. pe was like 2.4 run? i was like shit man shit i dont wanna run then i like.. heck la just run. starting was super demoralise cuz i was behing vianney and sheng jie. then later dont care la just overtake them . then later like 200m left. i was like dont wan run alr la. so i walked for quite awhile. then when i saw mr feng coming, i was like. NO MAN aint gonna lost to teacher. so i run pass teacher ahah! then i was 9th la. my timing was like 10.20 sia. super power man. last year i was like dunno 15+ in class and timing was like 11.35 that kind. so its like awesome:) next week gonna run 2.4 again but in the stadium man. maybe sunday going stadium run. but i gotta work on 5items to get my gold man. need another 16more points from them. sit up a, shuttle run b or c then sit and reach a or b then pull up c or b then sbj d or c. needa trian man. found ways alr:)

my bros say u got ur windmills alr but the hand placement wrong. but Jesus says u got ur windmills alr but it will be better:)

anws. aft sch had to go do cip. it was a 3hrs cip work and guess what suppose to meet at 3.10 but we met at 3.40 cuz of lessons. then we do till like 4.10 then can go alr sia! so we did 30mins and got 3hrs. then mr faizan say i got 38hrs but havent include this. so if i include this i have 19more hrs to go for 19.5 points. then i ask can i dont play interhouse games to get half point. then he was like ' how u gonna get ur half point then' then im like ' can round up:)? cuz i got like 19.5points then like v busy with studies ah' so he was like ' ok sure, now just finish ur 19hrs' and next week gonna have another slacker 3hrs and next thrusday gonna do the badminton shit for 5hrs. swee man. a2 for cca lai alr. ok bye! too long a post alr ahah. all i have to say is Jesus loves me and u and He is helping me improve man , so blessed:)
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TAKE THE ANGER AWAY! KILL THE ANGER , PRIDE AND JEALOUSLY EVERY SECOND! Jesus , i'll look to u and u will do it. not myself but u! IN UR NAME I PRAY AMEN!


SWEED DAY LA!.

morning was ok . just v v sleepy due to last night. last night i trained . then i forgot i took quite alot of alcohol.. then i still go train man. crazy .. then later aft my 2 set, i like wan die alr. cuz v v dizzy. then aft that i see the time. 23.00. then im like ok might as well stay up till 00.00 to wish rachel. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN:) ahah.

then had english, quite ok. maths, learn sth, history, learnt what to focus on alr. then recess was ok, it seems v long cuz i spend like 80% of my recess talking ahha. then had mfp, we went to heritage gallery and play with all the stuff there, theres a table tennis player and ZOMG MAN! table tennis damm hard play sia! i dunno how to ahah! but its k:) its not my kinda ball game. bball and pool is my kind:) YEA! then later had physics, teacher damm funny man. Mr lee to me is the best teacher. same like mdm tang man. cuz he's really good to me some how aha! gonna find him for physics soon i guess, then he go through our ia and i confirm i will get 10/10 for oa alr. no problemo:) then was english again. crap period man played some games then later kenneth go snatch sweets haha! v funny. then later was amaths and its like GG sia. but i understood:) praise God! gonna like work hard in amaths, ACTUALLY! for me amaths and maths dont have to practise. dun care what u ppl say cuz i know how to handle it ahha. maybe nearing o level then i start to chiong practise. while now i focusing on el cl and phy cuz they are my gged subs haha! .

aft sch i heard there was no pure history. so i called fredrick and he say he at parklane pooling alr. so i cabbed down there ahha! rich sia alvin. AMEN:) it was onli $12 so quite worth la. then had pool. fredrick wan 1 1 me. then i lost cuz it was a small table and i somehow blur blur alr. then later had alot of games. v fun man. we changed tables 3 times due to the size. finally we ended up with the biggest table. damm big sia. then me and fredrick play 2 1 on 1s, then guess what. i lose both ! ahha. cuz i both times knock the black and white ball in tgt. damm sad. but gonna train my stop and screw man. cuz its not working for me ahah! one thing i like today is cuz i wasnt v lucky, had onli 1-3 tycos and played farely well, like ending score is left onli black ball. ahah. then my slices improve majorly man. Praise God!:) Fredrick super lucky de sia. he like damm good cuz alot tycos, nvm la:) cant wait to play with ethan man. think friday going. u also chak meng:) ahah. O plus i just learn back hand:) swee man.

tmr gonna be fun. im like going with kenneth and gabriel to china town point to buy his gift and maybe a book for me and my gifts haha! card tricks seems amusing to me haha!. anws. peace man. tmr still got larry! awesome bo! lesson 2 for airchair ! now all i need is more rest! i learn a new word; abate. my hatred for all things have abated and seriously praise God. i believe all shall be well man! ok bye ! gonna expand my vocabs till ping pang yuan!


sweed sixteen man:)

today is a good day man. morning was like abit no happy cuz of the past. then im like NO ! its bought by the blood alr. so im gonna relaxs and Its finished! and i keep proclaiming this day will be good. and it is:) .

sch was v scary cuz its hair check day. alot ppl kena cut till damm stupid. ahha. i nvr cuz my class havent check yet. now onwards im gonna wear alternative le. cuz i dont wan kena caught:) ahha. and i wont man. cuz im highly favoured.:) ! then had bio(quite ok), english(not bad la cuz talked alot :) ), maths( good! know how do stuff), recess(nice ), chinese( teacher super ehh man. she was like. zheng hao ah. ru guo ni bu nu li , ni hen nan ji ge lei. then im like. lao shi, rang wo fan song xian, xia ge xin qi wo jiu hui hen hen nu li liao. then she just walk away haha! then it was maths again( forgot what happen but not bad la. ) physics! ( teacher give back UNMARKED IA.. then i found out i got alot mistake man. bullshit! but i now know what i wrong alr. so OA is gonna be a 10/10:) ) then had a free period( went to break , found some stuff out and it was fun! haha) then it was amaths! ( teacher chiong the integration chapter la. super fast can! but praise God, i understooded and i know it through:) ) haha. i got alot of amaths hw havent do, dunno when gonna do but today is relac one corner day:) haha!

tmr maybe gonna pool with freddrick. and tks bryan for everything, my thinking is super sorted out alr! . THANKS ALL FOR UR WISHES:) had a nice birthday man! still haven end cuz next sunday gonna celeb with amos and all:) ahha!

someones turning 16 soon man:) haha!

because of His blood, and His finished work, there is therefore now no condemnation!


alrights! things are really getting better and better. i dont stand for shits in my life man. things will onli go better and better it wont go worse cuz im an eagle and i onli soar above:).

ok ! tell u sia. morning i wake up v v dizzy. then i didnt go play bball.. lazy sia alvin! then later i took my time to prepare and i thought i would be late ahah. then i while walking to compass. i saw my bus.. then i didnt bother running. then i slowly walk. then when i like 1m away the bus still there and just start engine. then later i walk to compass alr. they put . 5mins train coming. then im like wah piang eh miss this then miss that then i reach dhoby . i tap my card out. i keep tapping and tapping like one idiot cuz i thought havent oepn. then i saw. its open. so i walked out and i kena banged man! but no pain. muscle:) ahha. so i think like wah suaied man today.. then later i check the magic item pricing for gab and went to suntec. then when i at suntec. i heard javis not going and bobbie too. then my mood went super like down cuz javis not going sia.

but when each bad thing happen. i just tell myself. no ! u are the righteousness of God . this day is bought by His blood and it will be well! then seriously, it turned well! awesome man:) blessed .!then went to queue and onwards to plaza sing ! haha. ate sakae buffet and it was super filling. i ate 8colour plate and 2 red plate plus an espirit and 4 mochi balls! total cost will be like 42+ but i paid $18 due to buffet ahha! so its a good deal:) ahah. then when roy come! its SUPER FUNNY. we told him u just click and spam what u wan la. then he started spamming and odered espirit and he wanted to order a bento set .. which is not included free. then ryan stop him. then later he dont wan eat alr cuz he scared. so he wasted his money haah! then when we taking bus. i told him to take this bus then he dont belive so he when to check the busses and he told us, ok i going to take NR6 ! haha. Then we all started laughing haha. cuz NR6 onli comes at midnight.. haha. super funny man.

then when reach suntec, i was greeted with a bdae gift from sherrie ahah! thank you. i knew u will get me this somehow ! haha. then later went to look for my belt . but cant find. then later went for svc . really nvr hear u say haha. i onli hear alvin . then i blured alr ahha! my bad:) . svc was awesome man. like really nice lo. by comparing lot and abraham , we can see what should we do le:) . ahaha. i know le. awesome:) then aft svc. went meet remix. then amos tell me next week celeb. then im like ok! took pic aft so long. nice:).

then went to bugis to spend my voucher haha. bought 2 sudoku books man. ok it may be lame to u ppl. but i dont care? cuz it do benefits me and WHO ARE U TO JUDGE ME ?:) AH!. then later drew suggested to walk through the streets to buy my belt and aft walking. he found a nicer super man buckle belt. one which is nicer then ryan one. sweeded man! then he and javis got it for my bdae gift. nice:) tks bro. then later cab to yy house. mahjong for awhile . lost 50cent ahah! but its still fun. jerome ! u gotta think faster man. believe u can do it and do.! dont take so long:) but its k. no condemnation! haha. then later i cabbed home! and my family celeb with me. nice man. today damm sweeded. tmr got hair check. and im prepared to get cut. i believe i wont but im prepared. it's a good bdae present from sch man- a hair cut. ahah! anws. things will just go better and better man.

tks for all the gifts man. i know more to come:) hehehe . got 150 from my family! now got 10% of isreal trip money alr. and i made up my mind. i now wont hate anyone alr. gonna just leave all the gurdges and focus on Jesus cuz it dont feel right when i hate. yea! ok man. cya peeps. Jesus loves u all:)


alrights! today was super awesome. tks mei for helping me decide to wear what! haha. i look good man:) tmr gonna be better. plus i wear robe of righteousness , wah even better man! ahah:) tmr whole dg gonna wear formal. whooo sweeded. thank God for a miracle man. today when i look at my ezlink photo and when i look at myself in the mirror. i see a huge miracle man. ahha! my dg today saw. then they laugh! its k man. more to come man. VISION:) then tmr gonna go celeb man! meeting 11.10 lol! 1 minute late=10push up ah!

ok anws. morning wake up like super early.. didnt wan to play bball cuz wasnt feeling in good form. so prayed in tongues. then i watched tv for like 1 hr then took my own sweet time to prepare. i wasnt late man. thank God.:) then ambs meeting was sweeded la. it rmbed me bout praying in tongues v important! haha.seriously man. ambs is like family. then i wanted to cry during the briefing la. cuz i feel so touch somehow. and by what paul say; we aint like other department. cuz we are handlings souls that God entrust to us man. ! so beautiful and paul talked bout other stuff too. didnt thank u during briefing cuz i wanted to cry alr. so Thank u Paul, u really touched my life, sown a seed in me. Jesus loves u man. and u gonna raise more ppl up man. and the thing u shared' when u wanna save souls, dont look at 'oh i can do it' but look at His love.' thats swee man. really learn alot from u. feel so loved today.

then i didnt go for a break cuz morning had a huge breakfast.serving was fun and is fun man:) then p&w was awesome. when i took my eyes off the ppl around me , pai seh feeling la, then i start to feel his presence man. power man. so loved! then pastor preaching was Swee! talked bout the promise of abraham. and that we are the heirs of the promise and that all we need to do is to belive man. believing is not looking at ur natural circumstances ! so my fitness. may be good. but it will reach it prime soon! my bboy, it may look stupid yet good but it will be dope !. my studies. may be good but it will be much better-7points!. then my bball. noobish but it will be good! my pool. v v weird but it will be good! i have faith that all shall be good as it is bought by the blood of Jesus!.pastor also shared to vision man. and i have alot of vision. now my vision for the dg is. we will be united man. i dont give a DAMM bout the circumstance. i'll look further and believe that we gonna bond man. the girls will come back, brandon that side will come back too man. u may think woah u guys are gay. woah gays.. so what man? i rather be blessed and presecuted then to presecute and to be crused! i aint gonna hang around ppl to be cool! i am man! cuz of Jesus. its all bought by his blood! worry no more man!

service has awoke me man.! seriously! then aft that had debrief. was awesome man. then went to kofu to eat. then later went pool with dg. nice man! had 2 games of 3v3 and won both :) ahha. then later had a 1 on 1 with ethan. lost by a shot man. but i lose a grateful win:) cuz its a hard angle. nice game bro:) . drew. next time i vs u ba:) i owe u a game. javis u too:). then i took a cab home! haha.

i love my dg man. seriously. nice. but more to come man. when things are good. they dont just stop here. they will go better! and thats my vision!

My vision!:
bboy-flare to airchair
studies-7points to sajc
bball-7/10 3pointers in, good in full games
word of God- gonna share it and recieve more
serving- serve the King of Kings and onli Him out of my heart not my flesh
pool- can slice super well, stop and screw ball.
Living- live by the spirit!
dg- super united and good!
Friends- have more and keep them even aft years passes!

this is my vision and some may not even look possible BUT HEY! to my God. impossible is nothing man. and He bought it with His blood for me:) . GOD! I agape u cuz u first agape me.!
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Because of ur blood, and ur finished work, there is therefore now no condemnation! Thank U for ur blood Jesus, u who knew no sin came and save us all. Its because of ur blood and ur finished work that i am breathing now.!


seriously man. things are like going way way up nowadays man. seriously man. i found my solid friends in sch alr. like chak meng, kenneth, gab, maybe lukas, js, arthur. tks kenneth ! u always help me through and know when i damm chum man. ill promise i will help u get a 1 in both maths for u! but u just gotta listen and stay focus when i am!. CHAK MENG! POOL BUDDY MAN! hope to pool with u and go sajc with u man. gab! master magician.! u are seriously a good friend to me man. tks:)

ok. tonight was awesome! morning had some assembly talk about the newspaper crap in my sch . haha. then cuz of that, chem test was post phone. and im like ok... cuz morning when i got sch. then i started to chiong to study sia. and i know sure can de. but its safer :) wed is the test so i got more time. then ss was like ok. and physics IA! GGED MAN. i think i screwed up my spa man.. cuz like made alot of errors with the placement and stuff, hope teacher no see. dont know if gonna get full marks again.. but think can at least get 8 or 9 ba.. AMEN! . 1st IA was full marks. if all 3 IA full marks. V nice man:) . then last period was bio.. and i got my test paper back. sad man. i got 16/25.. but its k:) cuz i studied wrong chap and slept like 5/8 of the test.:) ahha. but nvm. i expected for a pass nia. next test i will a1 AMEN!.

next monday gonna have a sevre hair check and i am sure then i will get cut slope and side burns will be gone man.. but its k. either im going bald again with winston(10%chance) or my hairdresser will do some magic to my hair(85% chance) or i wont get caught(5%chance) favour favour man. grace grace man:).

anws. aft sch i went dhoby to celeb bdae with chak meng and gab. we change our shirts onli. then we go arcade for awhile then we got chased out .. haha. bball score in arcade was like 383! haha. but real life . damm sucky... so gonna start practising! now every weekends morning i am gonna pratise shooting ahah! . anws. we wanted to watch shujiku incident. but we forgot to send 1 person to buy the tickets onli.. then we one whole group go.. then the person ask for 6 ics.. then we die.. so we change to 17again instead.. haah!. its a chick flick man.. girls show haha! i thought got more bball man. but super little.. ahha. anws. it was nice la. then aft the movie. we went played pool. then dunno where js , lukas and gab go halfway. so me and chak meng just go play pool first. he's good man. i lost a wiltful death. he got a 3ball win man.. then we had some group games. both games win:) then play with chak meng 2 more 1 on 1 . total score out of 3. i won onli 1 haha! he's really good man. me and him gonna go pool soon:) cuz we like nice ah. can practise tgt .

then i went home and its awesome now lo. i aint bugged bout the past alr. cuz i've let go and accepted the fact and move on:) finally i dare say i move on and let go:) . PRAISE GOD! .

i now like like bball sia. next time ppl say. bboy bballer Light! :) haha. oya! today i almost can 5 pull ups man.. chin almost touch then i gave up .:) tmr got dare sia.. bo bian must wear my formal tmr.. cant wear on sunday le. cuz tmr dc is blue then onli nice blue i got is that ! haha. so watch the uhmm guy tmr:). Excited for dare and to serve the King of Kings man.:) BYE! JESUS LOVES U AND ME!


tekheleth . grace grace man. blue symbolises completeness and perfection*( if i can rmb it correctly:) ). Jesus is the missing piece in my life and he completed me man. im so happy man. gonna choose to just focus on Him now.

ytd was awesome. sch was fun as we damm slack. had chem and bio prac and did rather well in them . finished bio in like 10mins man. then i went home. slack sia. then went lan with lukas to waste time. then i went dance class. its super nice man the class. larry sorta gave me my bdae gift. cuz he taught us airchair!:) and i got it man.! praise God ! but my back and abs damm pain.. haha. cuz strain it too much i guess. then he taught us a nice set and improved my top rock. seriously nice. then i took a cab home cuz i wan to watch the 9 pm show. but i lied to myself to make me feel better saying" i'm rewarding myself:) " haha!. its k. then something screwed up happen at night man.. wasnt feeling that well ytd.. but surprisingly well now. 1 day, fever and flu gone:) haha! .

then today i went sch. had a nice pe as bryan was helping me with some stuff. and i was thinking more clearly alr. bryan is seriously good man. he taught me to not cling on to the past and just clear things asap so that i wont let it cling on to me cuz i hate unfinished buisness.

sry, my kind of person is when something happen , i have to slove it so that it wont be affecting anyone anytime. and i just found out sth this morning. when i use vulgarities, im super angry and dont wished to talk till i cool down. and i hate that of me. gonna change cuz i dont wanna hurt but help ppl. next time if i u talk to me then u hear !@!#@@#!, give me time, and im sorry. it hasnt been happening for awhile alr.. onli ytd and today have. sry weiqiang. damm sad sia u. come at wrong time alr.. but its k man. we ok alr. and sry arthur. morning was super moody and upset bout sth. but aft thinking it through. im fine:)

had english test. letter writing and i wrote a super dope letter man. i like explain so clearly man. like lit like that. praise God man:) then i dont even know how to do listening compre for chinese man.. i liked totally copied today.. but it was a trial haha. so im gonna put in effort in my chinese ahah! then ss was great, amaths was awesome too. haha. cuz i learn the integration and knew how do ahah! then tmr gonna celeb bdae with gab and chak meng and rest. it wil confirm be awesome:) now i just hoped that i can quickly clear this shit tonight. i just wanna slove all things and save this FRIENDSHIP.

gonna change for the better now. everythings is going super fine man. onli me and u not ok onli. so i wanna slove this things man. give me the chance so that we can have clarity of mind. im about to take a step out to the real world alr. to move on. but theres like a dagger in my heart which i must pull out first before i can go on. so plz pull it together with me for THIS LAST TIME. tks u.

God is Good!


I'll stand
On my own two feet
Against you girl
I just can't walk away

I said,
I can't take it that easy
Wanna break you down tonight
Don't wanna waste another day

And it's not over just yet

Give me this
One last fighting chance
To crash the wall
I'll get to you
You are a war
Worth dying for
Tonight

Give me this
One last fighting chance
To be the kid
Who caved you in
It'd be so easy
To lose myself to you

Quiet
I will be
So sure
Calling your bluff
I think you lost
Your will to fight

And you know
I'll storm
Through your castles doors
Cause you know that I'm good for you
And you're scared of what you'll find

A love you won't regret

Give me this
One last fighting chance
To crash the wall
I'll get to you
You are a war
Worth dying for
Tonight

Give me this
One last fighting chance
To be the kid
Who caved you in
It'd be so easy
To lose myself to you

So open up
Your friendly fire
And let me be
The kill you're missing
Don't wanna see you
Close your eyes
Until this is over

Give me this
One last fighting chance
To crash the wall
I'll get to you
You are a war
Worth dying for
Tonight

Give me this
One last fighting chance
To be the kid
Who caved you in
It'd be so easy
To lose myself to you

WHOOHUHOO!! today was damm stupid man!.

class was actually v fun de sia. morning the maths like i really go do my work man. then history also. i did the seq part b in like 15 mins haha! power sei. then later had english write compo. i wrote on sorrow man. sorrow is a mental distress due to loss or disappointment. im sorta feeling those two now. so its kinda easy to write. but God save me man . His word save me man. living by the promptings means to live following the soft voice inside u and knowing that u do all things for God man! that what im living by. HE STARTS HIS WORK IN ME AND HE WILL FINISH IT YO! confirm de. studies, im improving super good now. starting to revise at a speed of 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000 km/s. haha! then today went to break with arthur. battled with him for fun and i had fun man(hey bro, when we battle, let us not say whos the winner man. let the one who reps Him be the winner and since we both rep Him, we both are winners in Christ man:) ). oya then now side chair makes me happy! i can hold long alr. gonna train harder. need my str to come back so i can train pull up again:)).

ok anws. aft english was physics and its like GGED MAN! teacher teach half way then we got our new ezlink card. hey peeps. if u wanna see my ezlink card. u will see a miracle man. im an ulgy duckling:) now in progress of transforming to a beautifull swan haha!. anws. cheng kun ez link was lost man. and mr lee was damm pissed off sia. he scold f word somemore. i feel damm sad man. hes like a damm good teacher and the fucking amit must pissed him off even more.. i dunno what the heck amit they all wan sia. o level year alr still can joke. mid year in 3 weeks yo? o level in 6months yo? plz la. lets all just dont piss teacher off. sec 3 we had lots of fun doing that alr! haha. anws. amaths was good. learnt more dy dx shits. v happy with my progress today man. cuz im like going better and better!:) praise God man. tmr i going buy chak meng his prezzie. mud cap! ahah. they gonna buy me a shirt ahah!.

this week is gonna be damm damm damm fun man. onli thing that will sadded me is the answer aft the week. and if the answer is gonna be bad, it wont affect me that much now. cuz i'm happy with me now .and i know that i will just soar higher and higher as eagles dont fly down man. they fly higher and higher. like wise if ur ans is good. i'll fly even higher. so regardless ur ans is, i will still be good man:)

here are my plans :
wednesday- school , waste time with lukas they all, dance class
thrusday- school, kenneth come my house, play star craft!
friday-school, celeb me chak meng and gab bdae. then we gonna have lots of fun man
sat- church and dunno whats gonna happen. i believe it will be fun man. ahha!
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For God so love the world , He gave His onli begotten son for those who believe in Him shall not pherish, but have evalasting life man. For u are not under law but under grace:) i rather be hated, persecuted and blessed then the other way around man. cuz i know that im living and doing all things For Him. i aint gonna do it for u u u or u. but for Him and Him onli :) cuz it makes the most sense man.feel so love everytime man. cuz everynight, my heart will be open and ill just be troubled cuz of my thoughts and negative things come, but i just on sermon, i feel so much better man. and i know that He is the reason I LIVE! OK BYE!


today also nice sia

morning was v sianzee.. then later edwin lee prove us that the split ring communicator move and show that tan geok han is dumb man.. he told us the rings wont move.. wow ! .then later had some shits and i sat with 'legend' today(joke legend). then aft recess sit with kenneth haha. damm funny man sean . oya i knew how to do the bao zang bao gao le ahah! nice man. oya. sean was like he show 4pics to us. 1 , stuart ; high colestrol(cuz they call him prawn), 2 praveen; doesnt deserve to like(dunno y? haha ) , 3, bryan; bad hair (dunno y say sia. his hair long is ok. short is yiii.. haha.) , then last is jian wei; loser (haah! everyone says he's that.) . anws. sean was like. when we put this 4 together who do we get. then he took out a photo and its was.... 'master legend' ! ahha. joke man.. he's like losing power every sec man. but who cares. if he still gonna carry on with his lyran thingy.. then so be it man. i got the word of life man. whooo! this friday is gonna be freaking awesome. me gabriel and chak meng gonna celebrate our bdae tgt. cant wait ahah.

amaths was easy man. defferentialtion is easy . aahh. then oya. had 1hr free period today. so me apd, kenneth sean and gab go eat kopitiam but sean and gab zao v fast... anws. all is well now man.*it suddenly is not again. hey man. suit urself man. its all my fault.. k?*

wah anws. now sch really v fun man. tks arthur for ur pen today ahah.not gonna let this thing spoil my mood. all shall be even betteer man. today dinner with my dad boss is also good lo. damm scary but super filling and nice.
u are just making me feel worse now. i freaking dunno what the fuck u wan me to do.. its not that easy can? so hard to barely even decide what to do la.. if u wan us to be this way. so be it man. i cant do anything but just feel hurt... my fist is alr dieing.. but good training though.. nvm..


tell u man, God is good man

today was good man, onli the last part of the day i hate..
today morning wake up didnt run cuz i was lazy haha! then i played start craft till like 10.20 when jerome sms me . so i rushed to prepare and went to meet him then go suntec together. reach suntec alr wanted to join gillian they all the queue but i cant find them then suddenly someone hit me and it was sherrie so i queued with her (thanks:) ) then later javis came too. aft we got tickets we played hotd 4 and i was noobish but its k man. results dont define me:). then later we went to buy cup corn and i ask for extra salt and it was super salty.. retard sia me ahah! then met up with jerome then i went to buy gab's bdae present:) ahha. hope he will like la ahah! then we went to convention's top man but it was closed... so we went to marina sq de.

once there. ryan came aft awhile and i had a hard time choosing clothes.. OYA! my mom bless me with $100 to shop la . amazing man. then today i spend 105+19+4+15+4=147 ahah! in the end i bought 2 shirts (to me nice sia, but i need to wear with berms then nicer. HELLO! if u dunno what to get me for bdae prezzie , u can get me berms:) size is 30-31 ahah! buckle belts and shirts and etc etc are excepted too:) haha!! greedy pig alvin.) then javis bought a $127 bag LOL! i got 20% so total we spend 208.80. ahah. nice sia. next time gonna shop again. oya oya.. i needa go taper my jeans ahah! . ok thats random. anws we went to eat at marina sq food court then we go svc. we werent late man. nice. then i went for service. service was awesome la. i dunno y i got something against someone . buts its k man. i'm blessed man. i rather be blessed and persecuted then cursed and persecute. service is serious nice lo. HE start the work in me and HE WILL FINISH IT AMEN! i know it man. i know it. :)

then i went to watch knowing. starting i v happy de sia. the show v nice. but then suddenly i thought of the past then feel regrets.. but then the show diverted the thoughts. then aft the show i planned to walk u home la. but.. nvm .. then i anyhow think again lol. then damm chum la. then we nvr talk v long right? cuz i nothing to say. i seriously v dry alr. its like over man. seriously i freaking dunno what to do cuz its a one way thing now..im sorry im such a let down to u man... but its my fault its just me.. u also no feelings le ma.. so lets just end it here ba. if u dont wan , tell me before my bdae. doubt u will read this anws. its k:)

ANYWAYS!:) during my 50mins mrt ride. first 10mins i was super down. then i start praying in tongues man. then slowly slowly i started listening sermon. then my mood shoot up again. then i feel super nice lo. then i thought of solutions for things and im SUPER HAPPY:) GOD IS GOOD MAN! things are so nice lo. then i know he start a work in me and i know he will finish it.:) ok BYE!


today ok la. alot of family time lo. played hell lot of star craft. like fun sia. ahaha. gonna complete it then onwards to study. study now like easy man. just need the mindet to perserve can le. me amaths all done sia. praise God. 25+ questions man. finally got chap 18 in my head. nothing much special but onli what my bro tell me during dinner man. he say" u will do well in ur o level one la. dont need aim so much. just do ur best and then relaxs can alr. dont care ur chinese teacher, chinese sure can pass one. " nice right? haha . i know damm slack slack he still say i can do well. zomg man. gonna like chiong study soon and my results will be damm swee man!:)

tmr going watch knowing and have shopping at top man. plus got service. awesome man tmr. ahah. ok BYE!


I hung up the phone tonight

Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Yea... dunno if shld take a chance not.. once bitten twice shy..