Alvin~ 16. was born on 20april 1993. Is a believer or Christ and His grace:). loves: ALL TIME LOW! BBALL! DANCE! AND MORE!:) hates: hongsters, ppl who think they are better then others and not respecting them.






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tuesday eh went sch then cca. then go home match.
wednesday. went home match from 1-7, 8-9.. super long can. nvr go dance cuz shoulder v pain and my mom ask me try to stop alr. so i stop going classes now. so i'm gonna practise with Him. and sch ppl. yea

TODAY!!! MOST SIA SUAI LA FUCK!

morning sch then i had stomach crams.. went to shit then felt better. then slept for 20mins in el class.. cuz v pointless and my head abit funny. then aft that super refreshed. went for the competition thing. then teacher say 4E cant play cuz march got remedial. DICK MAN the stupid PATATO say one. then we go find the PATATO he dont dare talk to us. then we bomb the whole sch find it hod. then she came and help us to allow us to play.. damm dumb..

then teacher made reshuffle and my team vs colin team. !#$# i thought they were noob. cuz ethan say they bout bobbie standard. then i thought wah i got one hong yeen sure can one la. then we watch javier match !#$@##@ SIA LA he 15-0 score sia. super pro. i felt damm bad la. sec 2 i let down their team BADLY! then they damm pissed offed with me. then slowly things became better. everybody keep playing and they improve alot while i play for fun and improve alittle.

we made some team plans. then we planned. potm, rk, sk, pl, enigma. then the game started. opp team ban 1st. they ban sladar, tinker, then forget the rest while we ban sf, es, i forgot ahha.
then we draft . they choose sa 1st then i was like JOKE SIA! then we choose na and rk... dunno y choose na and not sk.. then they choose dark seer and lich then we choose potm... then they choose enigma and sk. then i was like CHI BYE LA then almost kena dq... my enigma best of my heros la. then they dont wan pick 1st. then hong yeen choose dp for me. fuck u la praveen. i nvr say my dp pro , i say my dp improved alot.. then he feeding alr then blame me...

we early game damm good. but we lost...
mistakes:
me - nvr wards all the way, nvr go hunting.
lukas - nvr hunt, (then i dunno alr cuz nvr see him much).
praveen -kill enigma then gem give sa take.. then we cant kill sa anymore.. , too chiong
js - none cuz he doing a good job.if have is small mistake
hong yeen - assign wrong lane(cant blame cuz dunno in the start). nvr farm well.(cant blame cuz he kena lich .. ) he good captain. but i just let them down ..

pravven super kao pei la. play halfway lose le scold me. early game my fault but i dont mean it right. should have just give me my enigma and i'll do good.. sigh forget it i let down my 2 teams in the competitions alr. really sorry. but at least this is better.

now my plan is to quit dota as there is no point playing anymore. but if i play. i play for fun with friends. aft march holidays. no more gaming. i feel damm bad to js man.. his dreams and face kena shattered.. sigh. nvm . too obbessed with this competition until i nvr heaer sermon pb sia!. last night i cried la. like listen to worship song then cry liao. but it was worth it ba . cuz now all things are ok alr:) damm good luh ahha. DANCE DANCE! now needa burn tmr and sat away. cuz sat actually planned to go competition but NO! haha. should have tell my mom i am free sia so i can go hong kong.. but nvm la. i tmr going cca then go dg. sat gonna rush all the hw and dunno.

JESUS IS THE WAY MAN! think the most important reason y i now like suddenly crazy alr is cuz I nvr piroritize him in my life . No condemnation AMEN! like what ethan tell me. not what ppl think of u but what u think of urself. and i know its not what i think of myself onli is what HE THINKS OF ME ; He is my beloved son in whom i'm well pleased. they now i noob le then noob lo. i can do nothing.. i have my aims now:) working towards it le. BYE SRY for long posting :X