Alvin, whom Jesus loves:)
Monday, March 30, 2009
lets start from sunday.
sunday was ok. quite good. (at night best man:) )
woke up 9. left house 11+ went suntec meet drew they all . ate pastamania. dunno y ryan keep wan bk and i keep wan pasta mania. o well. i love it anws. ahahss.... then play hotd 4 with javis. we owned . complete the game and got level 2 top agent.. sighed. my accuracy lousy.. nvm ..
then went service. pastor talk bout the lenin thingy. and the onli thing i caught the most is the roman solider thing..
then later had some talk.. so condemnming can? but nvm the song" because of ur blood, and ur finish work, there is therefore now no condemnation" helps me alot. and what malcom say at the end also v good:" this is not condemnation(ya.. and i feel so ...) but correction(when i thought of it.. yea .. true..) "
then went yy house played mee jong. ramily burger not bad sia.. haha. then went home late.. almost got scolded.. and family got prob.. dunno wtf my father is doing man. keep thinking of himself onli and i dunno wtf my mom thinking also.. so im stuck in the centre. i wan confront my dad. my mom dont let me. then what u wan me do!? pray ah? i pray can la! but nid act also right? i just wanna like hey dad! then he look back . then kena nose bleed man.. i seriously damm pissed off with my parents alr.. dunno what the heck they wanna do.
ok i rant enough. things got better. mom sort her thinking out. dad didnt do anything to affect me or my mom. as long as he do his duty and gives me money can alr. other then that. FUCK OFF!. i aint need u man. all i need is HIM!. dunno y dads are so FUCK UP! . gillians dad same. my dad ... better but still damm noob. gamble gamble gamble... next time when im a dad. i wont let my son be treated as how i am. cock sia tell u..
then slept at 12:) cuz of nice stuff haha. thank you thank you:). then morning wake up went sch. dunno y i dun feel grougy sia. praise God!:) so happy. then go for the talk thingy. thought will v sianz. then actually v funny. i like like no one buisness. and learn if we dont get our goals, we must change our strategy . yea thats good. im applying it for things now. then had another talk too. the person though us alot of studies tips and yea. i maybe found my alr.
then aft the talk. went break for 40mins. did my drills finally!. (not spins..). but nice man. and i was damm pissed off badly. u noe pain then still say. oh oh pain sia. stupid fuck... i believe i can get handstand this week man. stop pissing me off.. left arm is such a let down.. sighed.. oh well. just leave me in this misery and let me find a way out. sermons are not my addiction anymore. now keep listening chinese song sia.. dunno wtf im doing.. son perhaps soon. just hope my mom give me more space and freedom
