My sad 17/30 compo . super sad
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
I was in a place, a place full of darkness, being tortured by whips of wild fires. The first slash struck onto the area I felt pain in; it made me felt different. I felt pain yet I was feeling great. It was like a missing piece fixed back to my phenomenon puzzle.
The second slash made me felt that I grew stronger and smarter ; grew to a new 'me' . When the third slash was struck , I had no more feelings, it was like me being immune to the pain. And I found out why I was immune , it is due to the oblivious one who was slashing me ; it was my thoughts. I was killed by my thoughts all this time; it made me felt stupid yet stronger. Now it is of no use to hurt the harmless me , because I am a all new 'me'.
Without much hesitance, I brought myself back together, piece by piece.I should find a way out and leave these in a tiny pigment of my memories, so that these thoughts will not harm me anymore. All i have left to say to you is :" Thanks for the memories even those which were not so great." I hope you will grow up and spare a thought for others.
Finally, I took a brace step; to fight the darkness with the light to the light. By following my love for you, I found the doorway out of this bright darkness to the dark light. I took a step out of this doorway and I found myself into the renaissance reality. I found something more important, and that is you. I found you, my dear.
As soon as that happened, an awe of light came. Surprisingly, the light was dark and you were being carried away from your knight in shining armor to a hobo that you do not know. I saw you falling in love with that horrible hobo who you know not much. I was thinking :" Do you even have a brain? Why would you choose a hobo instead of a knight?!" I could not care much but i walked away, hopefully , to a far place which I know not of, walking with the mindset that I was your spare.
Right before I walked off, I wrote a note to you saying :" We had it all in front of us , you were the one I was in love, but you always hurt the one you lost and i could not get enough, you were everything that's bad for me so make no apologies now and forever. " I left this note at her doorsteps , walked into a remote realm and I found out that , I lost my ' everything that's bad for me.'
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ok aft ur read this ur may think like wah how can alvin write bout her like that. its not bout her. its just a story and i wrote it for fun ahah. not bad right? but its kinda dumb cuz got songs lyrics one and i anyhow try if can write this way luh.
When kenneth read my compo he was like. u wrote bout her right? so i guessed u peeps may think the same way. but its not. i'm done and over it:) i'm living a better life. a life for Jesus. I love Jesus cuz He first love me:)
