my baby..
Saturday, February 14, 2009
felt v weird today.. and u say u will feel weird like 'uh?'
u say today will be the last time we go out together alone. thats damm sad...and heart breaking... cuz today SUCK ! if not for breakout.. alot of things that wouldn't need to be said will be said. all the #@$^%!@^&%&^@%$!^&@#%.... nvm.
i dunno wtf u wan alr la... i give u so many chances liao... what u do like shows u care and some stuff i dunno. i tell u ar i v blur with this signs one. last time my dg give me alot signs i alll blur blur.. then i knew it when they told me. and i've change to be a better person. now im changing and i want to change to sephiroth. :)
aiya sianz la.. hope u were mine again.. but nvm .. i just give up. i gave u more then 8 chances alr... and 8stands for new beginnings.. doubt we will have our new beginnings.. u like him more then me.. so what can i do? i cant tell him to fuck off can i? cuz u will slap me and i dont even know him.. how can i sae it to him...
sigh.. its so stupid... i thought the sound right now suck... but come to think of it... its good cuz its suits my situation... its impossible to every get u back cuz u are like the snow that will nvr come to singapore.. and we wont have a chance to go out together again. sigh. i dont wanna say it. . i have enough girl.. i'm tired of fussin and fightin. its been fucking 45 days.. and 45 days ago.. i thought 45 days later will be the day i will get u back. but fuck it. i dont. Light will rebirth to sephi soon.. i hope that day come faster. in the mean time. i gotta gain strength and wisdom to act..
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actually i didnt want to go today.. cuz u dont want to go alr... but then all my bros say just go la. i've nothing to lose. and guess what i lose? nothing.. all cause my bro arranged every thing and persuaded me to do it..
we were tore apart cuz u gave them the chance..
