Chicakalagina~
Thursday, February 19, 2009
ok today i feel damm demoted man.. morning sch then 1st period pe and pe today is gym... damm sad.. the weights i do may seem good to other ppl but to me it sucked...sigh.. but didnt go up to standard for bench press.. like scared to put higher weights alr.. nvm i'll take it slow. endurance training now. no more power. cuz fiq tell me endurance is build lean and defined . (i think) wah but my neh neh still pain sia.. over trained alr.. nvm . pia pia pia is the key!. now focus on training then bboy. studies is a normal thing..
WAH SIANZ LEI!! i fail amaths test sia. kena suan by ben ben and lukas.... cuz i say i will get a1:) then nvr.. sad right?i got 16/40.but nvm nvm . test onli. need jy can alr. today quite ok day. cuz talked alot to ppl. and i found out that cz is matured lol. he'll be my new good friend. haha. oya. today bryan like i got prob with him man.. i trying do 80 then he say wrong .. u cant do it this way u train wrongly.. then i walk away go do otehr thing. then he come to me and say alvin u train wrongly alr. i know its correct cuz andy , malek say so. and plus i read up. then i tell him: shudap. then he attitude me whole day. wah lao eh. but ei today good ok. like 1-3 vulgarites only. dont say the tu lei lo mo la. that one anyone use to bomb mr singh. cuz he dunno ma haha.
but its ok man. jesus loves me:). stalker u ok ma? dont worry lei.. hui hui.u gotta like sort things out with urself yo. stop wasting time. 1 year liao. if still have for 1.5 months. i dont talk to u liao.
alvin. u ok ma? u now crazy one lei.
wah sianz lei... i now like really crazy lo. i have no more goals man.. i dunno what to aim for now man... all i know is aft the e -gamging competition then i chiong study. ehh if ur peeps wan me study. jio me study wif ur k?:) cuz i now wont studdy one.. now all i know is i wanna train and get right with God. other then that .. no goals.. bboying like i lost windmills.. damm sad ...
me and sara ok alr so u peeps dont worry .. me changing for the better now. so dont worry also:)
cuz i've been travling on this road to long,i've tring to find my way back home and the old me is dead and gone.
