JESUS LOVES ME

About Me

Alvin~ 16. was born on 20april 1993. Is a believer or Christ and His grace:). loves: ALL TIME LOW! BBALL! DANCE! AND MORE!:) hates: hongsters, ppl who think they are better then others and not respecting them.


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Chicakalagina~
Saturday, January 31, 2009

woah.. its been a month alr haha. gotta stop wasting time anymore.:)
Jesus help me to start studying now k?
cuz its for Ur glory now. u know my heart desires, settle them for me in time.
bout the 1 month thing. im giving up now. just let it be in between both realms.

ok today quite fun sia. morning go sch learn amaths-r formula. SUPER NO KICK MAN. thank God.
U help me understand the thing fast by focusing. ok so err let me get my foundations from combined chem so that i can move on to pure chem.
ok then aft sch i waste time do work with kenneth lukas and arthur. then i and arthur take bus to compass.during the bus ride. he talk to me and helped me made the right choice and feel better. so God finish it for me !
then i went to compass point while he go to the esplanade.
met up with yy, bobbie, ryan and ethan. we go eat bk then go play arcade. then we go ethan house.
FUN SIA ETHAN HOUSE! starting was happy then normal then normal then happy then normal then happy then happy then sad sad then sad sad sad sad then happy happy happy then i go home then i came back cuz my mom allow me stay longer. then i become v v v v v v sad.. then vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv happy again. haha u guys noe y man. but i feel sad for u and myself cuz i v bad uh... but thanks guys:)
ok tmr is SERVICE !! whoo aft so long... pull me back to u God! tmr i wan go buy the whole series of twilight. who can follow me?!!
oyea doubt the dates,30,31 will ever bother me again. i'm set for life man! cuz Jesus will help me cuz He is for me. BHOO YA

Chicakalagina~
Friday, January 30, 2009

sigh... muscle aching damm badly... think i push myself too hard haha:)
ok today was a quite ok day.. morning jux too tired to wake..
then aft sch tried to find teacher but cant find them..
hope i can take pure chem man...
so i went home and watch ben 10! haha. its nice ok:) u should watch man.
today nothing much luh.. the day like passed so fast man...
And tmr still have sch...ninaojitaochicakalagina!

hope it can pass even faster so that i wont kill myself with my own thoughts...
dunno whats wrong nowadays.. felt weird.. and espescially today... i felt super weird..
talk to me..
but maybe not i guess.. its kinda better this way i think...
u happy i dont feel pain. so yea.. lets jux cancel all the promises k?
cuz we both cant live up to our promises. buais

Christ is the ONLY way
Thursday, January 29, 2009

Sup all. dont care u wan hate me or not. but i am gonna say this man.
U wanna anti christ for fuck man? do u even know christ? he redeemed u from ur sins yo!
he made the divine exchange at the cross for all our sins! and furthur more :
John14:6 ; Jesus said :" I'm the WAY , THE TRUTH, and THE LIFE. No one comes to the Father except through ME."
Hey dick He say he's the way the truth and the life and like u say he's false... MY BALLS MAN!! he's the only ONE who can Save u. ! get to know him ! u dunno him then still wan anti him for what sia. he die for u lei! he die such a hurtful death on the CROSS for u! . wake up my friend:) . and know that he did all those out of love for u. so that u can enjoy heaven on earth !
JESUS LOVES U:))

Chicakalagina~

Whooo!!! today finally went to gym! tks arthur for following me there..
there was a ga who help me and arthur with stuff and our triceps are dead now...
hope the muscles will grow asap and with less pain. AMEN!
ok today was soso la. we had pe and the pe teacher do the things he teach ALL WRONG!!... my balls man... but nvm.. i had my fun! i finally can handstand woah~ then i tried handglide and i made it:) now gotta work on turtles and crickets. JESUS help me man..

the other lessons were ok .. was daydreaming until recess but still got listen abit..
then after recess , my mood gone worse .. then later stable abit.. then go gym then now at home luh

dunno whats wrong with me nowadays.... Jesus.. u gotta piece me back to the piece u wan me to be. pull me back to u; to ur warm embrace..
This aint how i want things to go... cuz .....
nvm dont wanna talk bout it here.
Jesus just handle it and i know u will cuz If God is for me , he will be for me to help me .
therefore u will . yea Amen.:)

Chicakalagina~
Wednesday, January 28, 2009

ok today was boring then fun then more fun.
morning was damm boring..
then afternoon near ending of class. the class more funny haha.
so i went home watch ben10AF ! haha . nice watch ok.
now i downloading season 2 then no more le.
cant wait for dl to complete..
dammm. my ff movie dunno how to converter to mpeg...
ok gotta go now.
hope tmr will be more fun and i wont hurt myself physically, mentally and emotionally.AMEN!






27jan.
Nothing much happen today. jux went to my dad's side relative and play cards wif them.. won quite alot but quite sad cuz see their faces from losing... haha..
then err came home watch suite life of zack and cody on deck on youtube. yea.. then i slept.




u jux make it so easy for me. but can it be easy? thats the question.. i'll do in all means to help u but note.. i aint God. only he can do all things. but i can do all things but Jesus my help me then can luh..
cuz i am a weak piece of shit that Jesus use to glorify Him.

lets compare~
Monday, January 26, 2009

U like object B and object B
___________________
So here are the differences.
___________________

Object A
.U can read it like a book .
.U know it better
.U spend time with it more
.U like it for a 'x' amount of time
.U can do whatever u want to itanytime u want
.Its shopisticated, and jux like u
.U can play it and throw it away
.U can have it beside u whenever
.Its easier for u to reach out to
.It hold $'z' value cuz its made in a good country

Object B
.U cant read it like a book
.U dont know it better
.U dont spend time with it more
.U like it for a 'x' times 'x' amount of time
.U cant do whatever u want to it anyime u want
.Its simple and not like u
.U cant play it and throw it away
.U cant have it beside u whenever u want
.Its harder for u to reach out to
.It hold $'z-x' value cuz its made from some other country
_____________
End of comparison
_____________

"For me i think B is better cuz u tend to like A and B the same and u dont know B well so it will make u happier if u have B then A.
And having this object is to make u happy so if u have B u will be happier then having A.
So take your time ." The shopkeeper says

Chicakalagina~

i think i feel what my heart really feels now... cuz i jux drank..but i aint drunk.. it helps me to know what i really feels...
i feel happy when i think of u but i feel pain when i think of whats gonna happen next.
i jux wanna recover what has been lost...
Now all i can do is to be patient.. and to be the man who cant be move.
Ar! I jux hope for the best now.. or do i prepare for the worst? ....

The cops tell me:"hey kid, u cant be staying here to wait forever. u gotta move on..kid. stop waiting, the day wont never come."

but i said:
"i'm waiting for a day, month, or a year . Standing my ground here waiting, even if it rains or snows.. until the day she change her mind. this is the place she will come. so officer. plz.."
He replied:" Good luck with the impossible.!HAHA, (whispering to the other officer; what a dumb kid that is...)

Chicakalagina~
Sunday, January 25, 2009

Oyea.~ knew it was gonna be finished. :) thank you Jesus for helping me with my problem man. now its sloved. i dunno whats gonna happen alr but u jux handle it always and forever. im jux gonna leave this in ur hands while i live ur life! :)

alrights cny in few more hours. more $$ coming:) v happy . tonight daddy opening whiskey :)) haha. so im gonna challenge him man. i sure win one i think. nothing much to say for now. .

I'm gonna go back to the corner where I first saw you, gonna camp down there in my sleeping bag.
Being the man who cant be moved. I Shall'd move at all.

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为什么相爱的人不能够在一起,
偏偏换成了回忆.
我带着你的照片,
找到海角天地,
希望你会再出现.
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起,
偏偏换成了回忆.
就算我求时间也忘记你,
也忘不了我们有过的甜蜜.
_______________________

thank you axe for helping me find this song:)

****THIS SHIT!!
Saturday, January 24, 2009

I DONT GIVE A **** BOUT WHAT I FEEL ANYMORE... WHAT I FELT IS GOTTON FROM THE WORLD AND **** THE WORLD!! CHANGE THE WORLD GOD TOUCH THOSE LIVES! I ALREADY FELT PAIN THAT I COULDNT HANDLE... AND I KNOW THE PEOPLE OUT THERE IN THE WORLD WILL FEEL HOW I FEEL SO PLZ JUX CHANGED THEM GOD!! I CANT HANDLE THIS PAIN INSIDE OF ME ANYMORE. AND I WONT JUX GO UP THERE TO JOIN U IN HEAVEN NOW. CUZ I HAVENT FINISH THE PURPOSE U HAVE FOR ME . LET ME BE WITH U IN THIS JOURNEY TO CHANGE THIS ****ING DARK WORLD!!I DONT GIVE A SHIT BOUT WHAT PPL CARE BOUT ME ANYMORE.. ITS FOR U! NOW AND FOREVER! GET THIS FEELING OUT OF ME NOW! I WAN U TO SLOVE IT TONIGHT AND I KNOW U WILL! CUZ IT ENDS TONIGHT!!!!

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
Your finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight
Won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when your blind
It's better than I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right,
It's too late to fight,
It ends tonight,
It ends when darkness turns to light
It ends tonight
It ends tonight, just a little insight
Won't make this right, it's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight,
Tonight,
Insight,
When darkness turns to light it ends tonight

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It will end tonight yaweh.. and i know it. finish this problem for me. u done it once, do it again abah!. thank you God for settling it. I'm visioning it.~

Chicakalagina~

Today was a i dunno what day.. ahha
i woke up at 11.30 then watch tv to 1 then i quickly rushed to prepare to go facial cuz my mother keep rushing me. then i was not late ahha. phew..
Facial today quite pain luh.. but nvm man the results are good. Then they do halfway i almost sleep.. so i compare facial with life.. facial is pain then good results so i think in life when u have problems u will have good results aft ur problems sloved. and the key to slove the problem is JESUS. i dun give a F bout this problem alr. thanks to all that who keep helping me. i know what to do alr and what i am gonna do is to LET GO and LET GOD handle it so yea.
Its like sloved alr but all i can say is... :"
Cuz if one day u wake up and find that u're missing me& ur heart starts to wonder where on earth I can be..Thinking maybe u'll come back here to the place that we meet&u would see me waiting for u.. So I'm not moving... I'm not moving."but i think i shld move.. Shld i or shld i not?...Thats my question to U..
Aite man.. now gonna dunno do what haha..byes

Chicakalagina~

23jan..

Went to sch cuz got lessons then somemore i wanna study soon haha..(not kidding)
but think onli do it aft investiture..
ok then had lessons then go hall for cny celebrations... DAMM DAMM boring man.. like sit in the gallery to watch the performances.. all the performances damm lame la.. CHINESE new year.. sch get indian to dance.. JOKE man..
then after the celebtrations i waited for arthur and he came my house.
i changed to my 'formal' half half la. then i go met lukas, kenneth , praveen and js at city hall for lan..
waited for them again cuz they late... then when i reach the lan. i saw samuel haha. then have to wait for coms.. so we played 1.5hrs..
so i went to kallang leisure park to meet amos wan ru, jordan and joshua. we went to eat then go queue alr.. break alittle at indoor and then go pick lukas and arthur at inddor to their seats..
Service was awesome for me. i received quite alot and so do both i them i think..

After service i went home with arthur, met lucius and mark halfway. then i go home alone aft city hall.. i reached homne at 12.30 and slept at 1.. i wanted to bog at that time.. but i was lazy so haha..

When i was on my way home.. this song was stuck in my head...

Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
It tastes like you, only sweeter
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
See, it tastes like you only sweeter
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think thats the lyricscs ba .. haha. .

Quiz.. that meimei ask me do...
Thursday, January 22, 2009

1: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
- BU ZHI DAO

2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
-ERR.. Common sense la dey.. tired lo...

.3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
- Kenneth and Lukas. In jap..

4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- By people no. By Jesus yes:)

5: Would you ever donate blood?
- underage la dey

6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- No i only have 1 best friend; Jesus. ppl i close to either is my close close friends or my bros and sis

7: Do you want someone dead?
- Err... Yes; Falses prophets..

8:What does your last text message say?
-Lessons lo Hahas. You tokin today right?

9:What are you thinking of right now?
- Alot of things that are making me damm confused....

10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
- ello dey... common sense rite?

11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
- 10.30lidat

12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now ?
- School book shop

13: Is someone on your mind right now?
- Ah ber den..

14: Who was the last person to text you?
- Sara

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ :

yi. ~Wanru.~
er. ~Gillian~
san. ~YY~
shi. ~Rosa~
wu. ~Sara~
liu. ~Jaime~
qi. ~Javis~
ba. ~Kyla~
jiu. ~Brandon~
shi. ~Andrew~

15: Who is 2 having a relationship with? (Gillian)
- Chicakalagina! how i know sia la.. wait wait i know. JESUS lo:)

16: Is 3 a male or a female? (YY)
- Can i say homo? kidding:) YY is my bro so he is a male.

17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing? (Javis and Andrew)
- err.. its a hard question.. If they are gays oyea its a good thing..

18: What is Number 1 studying about? (Wanru)
- If she study that will be a good thing. haha. last time saw her study was err lit i guess

19: When was the last time you had a chat with them? (Everyone?)
- Past 2 weeks would cover all of them

20: Is Number 4 single? (Rosa)
- Nope

21: Say something about Number 2. (Gillian)
- The person has two eyes, two ears, one nose and a mouth and she is a girl.

22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together? (YY and Jaime)
- haha good joke man. 1) they dont even know each other . 2) if they together YY dead alr.(i think)

23: Describe Number 9. (Brandon)
- A good guy that will help me in my times of need

24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight? (Jaime and Javis)
- Err.they dont know each other so they wont fight.Possibilities of the fight happening 0.000000000000000000000000000000000000001 over100 If they fight try break it up lo. if got pia kia in the fight then jux go in and anyhow wack ppl ar! haha kidding. i'll jux break the fight up.


25: Do you like Number 8? (Kyla)
- no comment.

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Today not bad la.. but feel damm bad cuz i ps kenneth and he damm angry with me.. sorry bro i wan play bball but got alot hw ar then i dun wan do during cny so i wan go home finish..

ok.. today nothing much interesting jux do stupid things again.. thanks bryan for ur thoughts but i'm stubborn .. if u wan me to follow what u think. u gotta try harder and persuade me bro haha.
history and ss fun cuz teacher is mr singh ma haha. other lessons ok luh jux learn alot stuf today . oya!! got pe!! pe we doing gymnastic. teacher teach us forward roll, back roll, diving roll, standing roll and headstand.. all so easy sia... next pe then hard alr.. he teaching handstand, front handspring, cartwheel.. all so hard.. all i dont like one sia.. he also say need showcase what we learn. so i wanna do windmill!! but is that gymnastic? i dunno ahha. so i jux roll all the way i think.. then will look like russel haha!.

dont feel like myself anymore man.. damm weird.. ok man.. i dont wan this man. i want the best for u . and i do all this cuz i love u man. i know u know that. but i promise u man. if u take this journey and know the truth the way and the light, u will feel different man. trust me on this dissicion. its the best dissicion u can make in ur live. THE BEST ! i'll alwasys be there to help me man. cuz i love u and He loves u too. Ps: i aint gay... God bless my brother..

Oh I had a lot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.
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Songs are good . but sermons are better. always listen sermon first then songs.~

WHOOO AND BHOOO....

21jan

Aite man.. today was a damm tiring day for me... i went go sch then got mass workout.. damm boring.. jux stand down there nvr do anything but onli do the push up ahha.
then sch finish early cuz mr lim gotta go appointment so me arthur and lukas decided to go gym cuz i wanna try the exercise for triceps. then i like cant carry the weights i carry in sengkang gym man.. damm it la feel damm weak.. gotta find a day to re train again.. so i use dumbells to train instead.. dunno y i like killed my triceps man.. then i folo arthur and lukas to thier art class so i sit down in one corner listening music and do abit english hw.. then go later go play dance awhile.. and i felt i lost my strenght...

later on i went to esplanade to go for my private class. then say liang ask me what i wan learn then i say anything then he start teaching me turtle but i can barely support my weight cuz i killed my arms in gym and when i do turtle i jux fall flat.. so he teach me swipes and i still cant do .. so he decided to teach me windmills! yay. so he keep saying do la do la then i keep do do la then i injured my left hip, and right shoulder and badly injured my left shoulder... but good thing is that i got my legs momentum for mills but the hands i damm scared so i kena F9 for it.. haha then he tell me go larry's class at orchard.. so i went with arthur to larry class and we thought we were late but when we reach there at 7.10 theres onli 1 person lol.. so i larry teach swipes.. damm it luh.. like i can barely hold my weight still do.. so damm tired.. when i reach home i sms awhile then zzzz alr....
Fun yet boring day haha..

Dunno if im radtarded or radtarded man.. am i crazy or crazy, insane or insane? damm it man..Looking at todays date(21jan) make me feel damm weird.. like a chain of feelings yet i cant feel it... damm it luh.. its juz give me memories that i kept and will keep...
_____________________
Please save this for me
I'll come back for you love I promise to
Please take this for me
For until I return
My love will burn
And my heart will stay

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalal~~~
Tuesday, January 20, 2009

lalalalalalalala so bored. haha. alrights man.

damm sad man. my braces wire came out; near the back of my teeth there. damm irritating sia..
and i think i injured my neck badly and tmr still got class...
JESUS i declare that i am healed because of ur finish work that u suffered at the cross; carrying all pain, sickness , and conditions.
AND AS U ARE SO AM I IN THIS WORLD. U DO NOT HAVE THE NECK CONDITION AND U ARE NVR TIRED SO I SHALL BE NVR TIRED AND THE NECK CONDITION I PROCLAIM IS GONE GONE AMEN!

alrights man:) im healed
whoo tmr hope he teaching me windmils . cuz v fun ar. ! ahha. cant wait for tmr classes. damm i dunno what hw i have or anything cuz i think i finished them in classs.haha. ok man tmr hope sch fun ar. and IM HEALED MAN! AMEN:)


sigh....

Yet another boring yet fun day haha.
Same thing happened this morning but instead i talk to jian wei. quite not bad la his person but onli sometimes say wrong thing at wrong tone and time..
But, Jesus still loves u:)
ok lets move on; then later got chem, maths then history. oyea history was damm fun man. Mr Singh is damm funny. then recess. then enlish, then physics.
physics was damm fun cuz teacher came late and we played in class. Kenneth go take the seed from the flower pot and start throwing at my area. then later we all throw at him then he took the flower pot out to spam at us but he dropped the flower.
then a lookout person told us Mr Lee coming then we all quiet quiet then v boring alr...
Sigh then hall assembly, not bad la quite fun
then aft hall assemlby we went to use the hall to dance. dunno y keep doing headspin then i tired alr still do then i felt my neck cracked. ow... (am i like killing myself with headspin?, felt damm stupid.. think ill go mills instead...)
ok then we went to choro and we changed the song again.. damm dumb but the song nice ar haah. we got 1.30+minutes alr. that is like half the showcase. ok good good. (gotta get my mills done and i can use it for the showcase. JESUS HELP ME MAN!! oyea . didnt noe i can handglide:) so happy)
then was damm tired in the hall ; like got tiredness aura sia.. but nvm Jesus make me strong:) AMEN!.
guess thats pretty much bout the day.. didnt talk to anyone much today.. ahahas.. sry lukas didnt go gym wif u.. cuz i got the hall. i know im sorta selfish but ill folo u on friday or thrusday, i promise. its ok Jesus still loves u and me:)

Love can touch just one time
And last for a life time
And never let go, till the end
Love was when I loved you
One true time, I hold you
In my life you'll always , go on...
_______________________

ok i memorise the other lyrics then i type more hahas.
YEA MAN! think everythings gonna be alright now.
but still felt cold. or maybe its cuz busy thats y lidat.
nvm think will get better de bahs:) hope it will be alrights
Be my warm blanket~ thank you.



Monday, January 19, 2009

Oooooo...As u can see, I've become a pro blogger.
In jus a split second! Pro right? LOL.
Im jus kidding, Im not Alvin.
Alvin specified tat he din wan me to change his skin,
but guess wad, I did! LMAO. Hope he doesnt kill me.
The other one was really too messy alrd.
So I think this would be much btr.
Ahahahaha, but then, Alvin if u dun like this,
I can chng back to the old one.
Ok, Signing out peeeeeepossss.

Werdna.™

Thanks For the Memories~

Thanks For the memories~

I know there will be more memories coming and i will keep each and every single one little drop of it in my mind.~

I think its already finished (not saying His finished work ar cuz that one is CONFIRM finishED ):)
Alright, today was a freaking boring yet so so yet fun day, but sianz ar cuz sch end 4.05 ...
Morning wake up do what i'm suppose to do then i go sch
then i was almost late la... i miss my buses ;80,89,27 ... but THANK GOD another 27 came and i was not late :) whoo
then at sch i sat alone waiting for that Kenneth to come then he dunno go where but met Him at parade sq then later all the class damm boring man..
maths class=GG cuz i nvr do hw then i go rush the hw then manage to pass up
chinese class=fun sia cuz we another throw things around then Kenneth kena scoling from SuSHI
the other lessons dont need say luh cuz DAMM BORING... but I'M a GOOD boy, which means i got listen in class:)

ok then aft sch alr i went home with bryan he walked me to near my bus stop and we shared alot of things. Thanks Bro for helping me with my problems and u MUST warn me if i'm gonna do any stupid things... Shld have listen to u before to not say a word and ask str.. damm ... but nvm.. so be it ...

Ok Jesus loves me and u all out there.

18jan

today was a damm screwed up day man...but yet not.. yet it is ... sigh
today i wake up then go make blog.. then damm dumb.. dunno how make then now then i know:)
ok then later i go compass point take mrt then i walk walk walk then saw kyla and kim and kyla oldest sister. I dunno y i give the shocked face but haha nvm. then i go meet chrisitna, gillian and jeryn to study . but before that i go take ticket (thank you matthew for letting me cut ur queue:) haha ) and i went to meet some people earlier.. i clear things out with them and left to study.. When i meet them.. it was like kena tio dai ji sia..its like one pia kia come to u and say:" oi, dai ji dua dui ar ... then still got more but dont wan say haha"(This one lukas teach me one ar ) VEH BAD LUKAS VEH BAD...but not that bad laa haha . ok bad illustration..
but i was thinking like how all these.. stupid sia me should let Jesus handle right..
so i jux ignore them and went to find them to study. During studying i dunno y i like no mood. like im in a black hole .. Sorry ar if i like upset ur or anything..
so i went to play mj with my dg ppl at sky garden . that cheered me up a little then i go service lo. then pastor sermon was awesome and i also learn alot for it.
then go play arcade while waiting for wan ru to go eat dinner. bball score was 718 man!! but the machine is play cheat one la how can i 400something score one score like 718 something.. CRAZY MAN!!..
then i play house of dead 4 with bobbie. we almost complete sia... that Wanru keep distract me then i die alamak ... but nvm she my meimei:)) then later go dinner.
Had a talk with nephew, drew then go home..

Was thinking of retarded things... and i did it.. but yet its no use ..
I just wanna be ur ice pack that will cool u down when u are hot and i wanna be ur heat pack to warm u up when u are down and cold.

This is how i feel.......:

Every Night in my dreams
I see u , i feel u
That is how I know you, go on

Near , Far, wherever u are.
I believe that the heart does, go on...
Once , more, u opened the door
and u're here in my heart and my heart will go on and on..

Bye bye gotta go now. Jesus loves EVERYONE!

Finally blogging
Sunday, January 18, 2009

gotta try to figure this blogging thingy out... so ma fan sia.. but nvm ill do it!

17jan
Ytd was so awesome man.
theme was japanese and borrowed jacket from lukas and wore it. have no idea what am i dressing up as so i sae err japanese rockstar:))
so i went to suntec meet up with wan ru
(tks mei for always being there to help me) and nicholas(have fun in australia bro, God bless) while waiting for paul.
then i go find paul talk to him. then go ambs.
later ambs that time got sharing luh and i know all things will be well man. jeremiah ur mom will be healed amen:)
then later the break i go find paul talk again.
then service start alr.
p&w and sermon was awesome, i received alot. and i know no matter what problems i have i jux listen to the word can alr.(confirmation sia. before that i told that to paul)
then later got level meeting;can sae v good luh ahah
then go dinner with dg then went penni to help ethan find hoodie.. but all there the hoodie all not his type one..
so i went home and decided to make a blog:)
hope things will turn out well. i know its my fault but i'm letting Him handle it.
i'll wait till u ready to talk..
hope things work out and it will cuz pastor say; when theres a bad thing happen, a gigantic blessing will happen:)